maybe i should try this principal. i mean, seriously. im tired of girls. im not saying im gay or anything. its just that i have not met anyone that truly understands and know me. every girl i met and started to like, left me heartbreaks. its really tiring. I've watched many young couples out there, holding hands and snuggling with each other, and i thought to myself, are they gonna last? are they gonna be able to forget all this once they've broken up? its the same questions not only i asked, but most of the young couples too. and see what happens. start off as friends, slowly gettng intimate with one another, become lovers, slowly getting issues, broke ups, and now become enemies. btw, i said most. not all.

and i dont believe in getting back as friends after breaking up. i mean cmon, you guys broke up mostly about cheating or something horrible that has happen. are you really gonna be "just friends" with your partner? its bullcrap. btw, it is possible though but it takes months to get over it or years in fact. and for those who mention tat they cn be friends after break ups, that goes to shows that you dont love them enough. coz think about it, if you really love that person, and you guys broke up. isnt it hard for you to be able to be "just friends" with them? its gonna be damn hard just by talking to them. let alone be friends. coz memories are there. you wont forgt about the memories just like that. it takes time.

I'm sorry. i just got to let it out. those of you who read my blog, which i doubt many who does since i only let few people know about my blog, if you think differently, up to you. i dont mind. im postng based on my experience. so if you have a different opinion, that's up to you. so jyeah.

that's all for today. ive been sick since like forever.