"Look, honey, we tried. we fought. we suffered for our love.
but jyeah, look at it.. it goes no where. we ended up quarelling. even if we were to be back together, i dont think you or myself would treat each other as we used to. probably you would have know about this, and maybe you alreay wanted this to be over. i understand and i dont blame you if you hate me. honestly, ive never hated you for the things you've done. hais. this isnt easy for me. coz at this point of time, i dont know what im doing. im grateful though. to be able to be love and love such a speacial girl in my heart. this might hurt you or maybe not but you know its not going to work out. although its goodbye, you always have a place in my heart. honestly, omg, i feel like crying right now. haha. sigh. but maybe its the best for us? im also glad that you have close friends like harvin, saran and li zhe. although i only trust li zhe to take care of you then the other two, but who am i to say? heh. its your life. there's only one thing left i want from you, to have our picture taken one of this days. if that's okay with you? i dont know what else to say. i just want you to lead a happy life ahead. and dont be afraid to approach me if you want or need anything. im just a phone call away. this might be the last time ill be saying this directly to you. i love you. hmm. "
sometimes i wished it wasnt so. what is this? what happens to relationships, started off so good but ended up so bad. how i wished that things would happened so differently. i tried to save us many times but still you couldnt see. :(
