Saturday, 20 February 2010
{ 4:49 pm }
One Word To Describe Me Right Now, STUPID FCKING IDIOT JERK BULLSHIT STUPID!!!!!!ok i know its more than one word and i repeat stupid twice. but serious uh. i dont know why im like this. at home moody. at school also moody but quite ok la coz friends cheers me up. sumpah seh i dont know what the matter with me. what i really want. i kept asking myself, why am i like this? im not always like this. what could be the problem? what i feel now? *clueless*
my phone is fckng up now! i hate la! serious sia. feel like throwing this stupid phone out the window. and just now i almost shouted at this little boy who almost run over me with his bike. omg! what is wrong with me?! i realise im more impatient recently. and im becoming more short tempered. why? why? why?
i miss kiki alot. i miss the time we talk on the phone. i miss telling ridiculous stories. i miss your stories. i miss you when you were angry and telling me all about it. i miss the most was your laughter. i really miss those times. but probably, its not what it seems huh? you probably find someone better. hah. i sound so idiotic. but yeah. erghh. :(
officially, my life now just turn suckish! so thank you and goodbye. dont bother texting me or calling me. coz my phone is fckd up and probably its confiscated. so what the hell! screw me and my miserable shithole!