Sunday, 28 February 2010
{ 8:40 pm }
BAMM! :D
Sasakina here, gahs.
known as Kiki to FyQue.
unique right the name he calls me? Haha! ;D
oh, i call him Fikki. :D
im blogging for him right now, because he`s super lazy to.
and it sucks going to his dead blog. haha.
ytd he went to Vivo with friends, to watch Dear John.
pissed me off because i want to watch the show badly.
and he blamed me because he said he did asked me but he didint!
maybe he did but i cant remember. i suffer from stm u see.
haha. and one day, i`ll be asking him along to Iluma.
u guys should go to that place. watch a movie, its huge.
and nice, i swear, its nice.
Fikki, we should watch a movie there one day,
and right now, Fikki hurt his back.
because he went kendarat just now, and carried heavy stuffs.
tsk, take good care of yourself! and get well.
:DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
PS ; Kiki = Fikki`s girlfriend. Haha.
You know, i know (:
Wednesday, 24 February 2010
{ 2:45 pm }
Something funny happened today. haha. im still laughing till now.
Putri: eh fiq, kalau nk buat concession pass nk kene bawak ape uh?
Me: uh bring what sia?!
Putri: nk kene bawak documents-documents eh?
Me: *burst into laughter*
Muhaimin was beside me also laguh like hell uh.
Putri: Why you guys laugh?!!! must bring all those birth certificate all right???
Me: *Laughing so hard!*
at this point me and muhaimin was laughing like hell!!!!! hahahahahaha.
Putri: Why?! *started laughing*
Me: *laughing* yeah, you also must not forgot to bring your health booklet and psle cert! *laughing*
muhaimin was dying! hahahah.
Putri: *knows that i was sarcastic, laughed* bustard seh korang!! haha. min stop laughing la!
Me: *laughing* bawak duit ngan ez link kau je laaaaa! hahahaha.
Putri: aku tau la, but bapak aku kata kene bawak all the documents-documents to buy a concession pass. coz that time dier ikut adik aku go buat ezlink and must bring all that thing also. so he say must bring. LOL
Me and Min: *was still laughing*
haha. it was super funny uh. coz she said it with a serious look and like suddenly hahahahahhaha! cant blame her la, first time buy concession mah. haha. well, it made my day. so thank you Putri Qistina! i love you always! hahah.
anw, school have been boring for me. super boring. haha. every lesson is sleeping time for me. maybe its just me la coz i sleep late. but cant the teachers be more exciting. you want me to explain how? i cant. haha coz i cant think of any. and honestly, i try my very best to stay awake uh. and i really try my best to concentrate and listen to the teachers coz i know how it feels like when you're standing in front of a crowd and talking andthey are not listening to you. it is irritating! haha. i feel you teachers! haha. but seriously, be more fun can?! haha.
oh, and another thing. my phone is currently damaged. its rosak! bingit ke tk bingit?! haha. it sometimes can on, sometimes cannot. idiot sia. for now i cant on it. i dont know why! ergh! so anyone who is texting or calling me. ill reply those msgs as soon as possible and forgive me if i didnt reply. heee. love you all!
bye!
Saturday, 20 February 2010
{ 4:49 pm }
One Word To Describe Me Right Now, STUPID FCKING IDIOT JERK BULLSHIT STUPID!!!!!!ok i know its more than one word and i repeat stupid twice. but serious uh. i dont know why im like this. at home moody. at school also moody but quite ok la coz friends cheers me up. sumpah seh i dont know what the matter with me. what i really want. i kept asking myself, why am i like this? im not always like this. what could be the problem? what i feel now? *clueless*
my phone is fckng up now! i hate la! serious sia. feel like throwing this stupid phone out the window. and just now i almost shouted at this little boy who almost run over me with his bike. omg! what is wrong with me?! i realise im more impatient recently. and im becoming more short tempered. why? why? why?
i miss kiki alot. i miss the time we talk on the phone. i miss telling ridiculous stories. i miss your stories. i miss you when you were angry and telling me all about it. i miss the most was your laughter. i really miss those times. but probably, its not what it seems huh? you probably find someone better. hah. i sound so idiotic. but yeah. erghh. :(
officially, my life now just turn suckish! so thank you and goodbye. dont bother texting me or calling me. coz my phone is fckd up and probably its confiscated. so what the hell! screw me and my miserable shithole!
Friday, 19 February 2010
{ 8:13 pm }
Daddy text me:
Dad: Abang, your phone bill is $157. why so much?!
Fyque: Serious?! OMG? HEEE!
ok my bill is freaking high la. i would like to take this opportunity to blame Haikal and Firdaus because they have been using my phone to text people. haha. k cant put the blame on them all the time. ok, im partly to blame too. confirm phone kene confiscated. so if i got no phone, the only way to communicate with me is through the msn or facebook. im active there. so yeah. till here.
i dont really care if my phone kena confiscated because firstly, it officially sucks to the effing core. secondly, my phone speaker is damaged- cant here any music or video using loudspeaker but can hear through earpiece. fucked up. k. lastly, no one want to text me also. so i dont really need lor. hmm. oh well. goodbye phone!
Thursday, 18 February 2010
{ 6:36 pm }
Today Super No mood sia! everything is wrong sia today. i had to act in front of friends that im ok. firstly, i had to use up my money to take the cab to school as the bus is being an asshole. after that, i fell in front of a lot of people. then my socks is black in colour. then remedial until 5.30. but luckily maths is cancelled so went home by 4.30. skipped art and go com lab. haaa.
then i think i fought with Kiki. i think its my fault. so im sorry kiki. i dont know uh. been moody this past few days. i know its wrong for me to get it out on you but i only thought i could let everything out to you. but i guess im wrong. so im sorry if im a jerk. its not your fault if you want to leave me. i deserved it.. sigh.
....
i dont want to talk anymore uh. i just cant find that right person to talk to. :( looks like no one can or wants to. hmm. goodbye.Labels: hope that tomorow could be a better day...
Tuesday, 16 February 2010
{ 2:31 pm }
Semula Ku Tak Yakin
Kau Lakukan Ini Padaku
Meski Dihati Merasa
Kau Berubah Saat Kau Mengenal Dia
Bila Cinta Tak Lagi Untukku
Bila Hati Tak Lagi Padaku
Mengapa Harus Dia Yang Merebut Dirimu
Bila Aku Tak Baik Untukmu
Dan Bila Dia Bahagia Dirimu
Aku Kan Pergi Meski Hati Tak Akan Rela
Terkadang Ku Menyesal
Mengapa Ku Kenalkan Dia Padamu
Labels: Bila Cinta.....
Monday, 15 February 2010
{ 10:26 pm }
Here are some pictures from ECP! haha. had my Saturdays' and Sundays' There with family. although its kinda tiring, im just glad i could enjoy time with my family and relatives. i wont talk much abut what i do there. just want to mention i was there. heee. there are more photos but i lazy to upload. hee. so here goes. actually, these pictures were taken during our 3 hours hiking from Carpark G to Carpark C! we made pitstop for us to rest. then we decide to take picture first before we went off. sumpah, it was damn far! till now, i cant feel my legs properly. haha. sounds near from carpark g to c but trying is believing. haha. try it. and you guys know how it feels. :D.
oh yeah, the reason we went all the way there was because, we had to buy ibu panadol coz she not feeling well. and ended up only to get 4 pills. and when we return back, omg, mama had bought it already on the way there. wow! wasted three hours there for what?!!!! ergh. haha
Feat. Fyque, Siti And Ari :D
Friday, 12 February 2010
{ 11:27 pm }
HAPPY 16th BIRTHDAY TO SHERRY THE SMURF! may all your wishes come true. hope that you live your life to the the fullest and be strong in every situation imaginable. we can watch NC16 movies already! yay! haa. although it hard to know if you are actually 16th, still you have your ez link card or ic to prove it. hahahahah. im such an ass. anw, happy birthday again. and love you and miss you. xoxo :D
Thursday, 11 February 2010
{ 8:07 pm }
Happy Birthday To Myself and Adira.
yay! i'm Sixteen! thank god! haha. NC16 Here i come! haha.
today at school was good. almost everyone wished me happy birthday then i got present from Putri Bestie. she got me a transformer pencil case and a skipping rope. haha. thank god uh. skipping rope is what i wanted and i would prefer the a batman type bag but transformer is fine. haha. thanks qis! love you loads.
mummy wished me birthday first. early in the morning she already went to the couch and kissed me on the cheeks. haha. then she wishes me. haha. aww. friends and family and fellow relatives also wishes me. so sweet. haha.
anw, uncle ask me what i want for my birthday. i want need a new phone. but he suggested a new soccer boot. think back, i also need the new boot. how eh? haha. both uh paman! hahah. heeee. oh well. see how uh. probably i want a new phone. coz my phone sucks. heee.
tomorow is Sherry Birthday followed by Alyssa and Mikail's. wishing in advanced a Happy 16th Birthday to all! weeee can watch NC16 movie liao! ^^p
Azirah forgot my birthday. so sad seh :(. haha tk la joking. i understand perfectly that she's busy. and i dont blame her for forgetting the most important day of every 16th years old teenagers. hahah. not helping right? i know im bad. heeee. i miss you lor.
Sulastri, if you reading this, I MISS YOU LA BODOH! haha. meet up soon kkkkkk?????? study or something. :D
Wednesday, 10 February 2010
{ 6:38 pm }
History repeats itself.
you ever felt that you love someone but never get thier love back in return? you feel the world crashing down on you and still wonders if there's hope for you to be with them? and every day you have thoughts of whether they think of you coz you are thinking of them? you started to fantasize about what its like if both of you were together and live a happy ending? and when all those hopes were high, you just felt that they are not feeling the same? one-sided love?
recently, in school, in malay class. we've been studying about teenagers love. and all i can think about was this girl. ehem ehem. bluek. haha. i bet most of you guys knows. whatever. anw, in class, we studied about love thingy and during teens is discouraged to be in love. wait. not discouraged la. probably, wary of the consequences and the impact falling in love when you're not ready during teenagers. well, some of you probably says that you guys are ready for this love thingy. but when i think about it. how many relationships lasted? not many. some only, and that also depends on each individuals.
im in love. i confessed. but im not sure im ready to be committed yet. and i know she's not. we talked about it. both of us needs time to adjust ourselves before we get into serious relationship. although she's younger than me, i find her equally matured. at least mature enough for my liking. haha. i love her yes. she loves me, she said she does. but still, anything can change right? so im not going to put up high hopes on this issue and probably keep my relationship with her to the next level but not to the extend that she might think im desperate.
Speaking of desperate. i dont know what is desperate in malay. haha. and just now i was doing my malay letter and i wanted to use the word desperate and i was stuck for 15 minutes. stared blankly at my fulscap. wth.
as i was saying, love can be hard to handle. but seriously, it could be simpler if both party could understand each other. i learnt that love is friendship. without friendship, you cannot be in love. friendship is the key of your developement of love starts to grow. i dont know, this is what i heard when i was in the malay class. haha. anw, is it true? you decide. coz i think its true. before loving somebody, friendship is the best way to start. after that if there's the connection, there's love. its kinda true. :D
P.S I dont believe in love at first sight. hee.
Sunday, 7 February 2010
{ 7:25 pm }
I would like to personaly apologise to my bestfriend whom i think hates me right now. her name is Azirah Azlan. i had done something stupid earlier and probably hurt her feelings. i wont ask much for her but only for her acceptance to this apology. i know i did something wrong and yes, i should put myself in your shoes. you are probably right. i dont knw how you feel and such. but whatever it is, im in the wrong and im sorry. ive explain what and how i feel in the text msgs i gave you. but i guess you wont even care anymore. im sorry. i wont ask you to come back to my life or what sort just for your forgiveness. so if you are reading this, pls accept my apology. that's all i want from you. hmm. and know that i love you and miss you alot.
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