MY KAKI GEREK ><
honestly, i really dont know what ill do without them. they are my ears, my eyes, my mouth, my heart, my soul, my life. i would never ever replace them for anyone else. they are the only ones who love me no matter what i do. they show that they love me. and i appreciate it. and i love you guys too. :D
i dont know uh. i'm feeling empty recently. i dont know la. recently, im having people saying things they never mean. they make me feel so much for them but then realise im just their back up thingy. honestly, i feel like they using me. like they will find me and asking for advised and stuff. i mean, its not wrong. but the least you guys can show me is appreciation. dont leave me hanging in the dark. i dont know la. and sometimes, only when i ask or look for them then they'll start looking for me. why cant they automatic like come and look for me? i dont really ask for anything. but what i really want is to be a friend. that's all. yeah you guys claim im your friend, but honestly, i dont feel it. sigh. you know what forget it. maybe its just me. maybe its my life and to be treated this way. have to accept it. :/
fyque:kiki! hello!
kiki: eh HI! lama tk bbl!
fyque: tu uh, you uh sombong.
kiki: ishk, mana ada? haha
fyque: haha. tkda la. so tgah buat ape?
kiki:tgah chatting, friendstering, tagging and bloghopping:D u?
fyque: tgah dengar lagu je:D! dah makan?
kiki: im also eating. makanan pat depan mata. :D malas nk gi dapur!
fyque: ahahahah. good!:D
kiki: good? why?
fyque: coz im also lazy. muahahhaha
kiki: you are lazy to talk to me? THEN DONT TALK TO ME LA!
fyque: urm, huh? what were we talking about? haha
kiki: you know what! shut up! i hate you!
fyque: huh? what are you talking about????? tk faham laaa.
kiki: shut up! bye!
do you understand this conversation? i dont myself. Kiki is a girl. coz my brother's nickname is also kiki. but this kiki is diff. anw, i dont understand what's going on sia. i was really like dumbfounded uh. like what in the hell is the matter with you? what the hell did i say? does asking whether you have eaten or not an insult to you? OMG. i dont understand sia. and she said im her "true friend." HAHA that's a total BULLSHIT! wtf. i dont understand la girls nowadays. seriously. DAMN IT. F this!
Labels: Discrimination