Wednesday, 16 December 2009
{ 3:05 pm }
i wants to share this feelings i had. and it might be sensitive to girls coz all my links are girls. hahah. ok whatever. i need to let this out.
as days goes by, i cant seem to find girls that is very humble, very gentle, feminine and goes with thier beliefs. i havent found that girl yet. all i ever encounters with are those girls who ran away from home, smokes, join gangs and rude. girls who like to talk smack all the time, thinking that they rule the universe. im not saying that i want a perfect girl. there's no perfect girl. but at least i want to see that those girls have not forgotten god. and know what are thier mistakes. from what is right and wrong. im not saying that im an angel or so. im not that perfect anyway. i did alot of sins too but at least im trying to cut down on them. coz firstly, i never ever want to dissapoint my parents coz they brought me up to be a good man. but sometimes, i hang out with certain different groups of people myself. and i know that they are bad company. so i chose to stay away from them coz i know that they are not my true friends.
i mean seriously, whoevers reading this, think about it. dyou really think that type of friends will be there when you are seriously in need? like maybe you are going to jail and maybe you can bail out with payment of $5000 dollars. you think those friends are going to chip in money to bail you out?? i dont think so. they are there only when you guys are not in the need. you know what i mean? im sorry if i offended some people but i just think its logic.
the reason i post this is because im sick and tired of a friend of mine hanging out with those mats and minahs. and when she was caught by police, she came looking for me. why doesnt she look for thier so called "sisters and brothers?" well, i help her anyway. i called her parents and her parents bailed her out. i think she's going to girls home. for me, she deserve to go there coz she needs some discipline and learn to manage herself well. im not sure of the verdict yet but i think its best for her uh. i mean i also dont want her to go but i think its best for her. :(
so yeah. think about it k people out there. :D. im talking mainly about the malay teens. hahahahah. goodbye! :D
