Sunday, 13 December 2009
{ 11:23 pm }
Dont Ever Lie, Steal Or Cheat! if you have to lie, lie only to the ones you love. if you have to steal, steal only to the enemy. and if you have to cheat, cheat to realise that they/it is what you ever wanted! :Di am actually watching classical malay movie; Ali Baba Bujang Lapok. haha. although its an ancient movie for me, its still is funny. its lame funny. haha. come to think about it, without this type of movies and actors, there will never be any of thier kind nowadays. its like, the past is the new future. without the past, there's no future. get what i mean? i bet you do. haha. its the same goes with music, if there's no oldies type of music, there wont be future music. artist nowadays gets their inspiration mostly from the past. hee. cool or what?! niceeeee.
i realise something, why does relationship always starts off so good but ended up so bad? i question myself sometimes. sigh. coz in all my relationship ended like that. hmm. i mean its always so emotional and i really try to stay away from having a relationship coz i know myself. i wont be a good boyfriend to anyone coz im someone that needs time for myself more than giving others. and im someone who follows my mood much more.. and my mood is always a "alone" moments. idk actually. i recently always wants to be alone. doesnt communicate that much. hmm. on one hand, im actually worried about my studies. im scared i flunk in my studies. being the top 10 isnt easy as it looks. my dad wants me to at least reach the top 5. sigh. how?! very hard la siot! i know i can do it. but really depends uh. haha. boleh gitu? on the other hand, im worried of how my family and friends going to be in the future, i mean, ive heard alot of stories from my sisters and cousins that are older than me said that dont put too much hope on thinking that your friends is who they are coz you might never know the true colours. then i was like dont really care coz i know who my friends are and how they manage themselves. i think. idk la kan..
oh yeah, im gonna have $350 tau! but next year early january. its a bursery thingy. haha. my dad says i can only have $50?! then i was like, NUH UH! after all those knowledge i stuffed inside my head, no way im getting only $50. at least halve of the amount! :D my dad just grined.
so whoever wants to join me go out shopping, pls contact me. muahahhaha.
kidding. k la, im off to watch Arsenal Vs Liverpool! a big match. hard to predict which one could win. but i think its a draw. 2-2. think only la kan. so much for my brother want to watch soccer with me. sigh. haha. thanks uh. he's asleep. oh well. lol. guess its just me.
goodnight readers. :D love you all.
