today was fun. went to lot 1 early in the morning with min. haha. were suppose to go school to buy my school books which i have still yet to buy any. haha. awesome right? nehmind, going to be 16 soon what? rebel uh abit. cheh cam paham. anw, yeah then realise that yesterday was the last day. how annoying is that? haha. so we went to lot 1 at around 10+ to go to popular. and we were like idiots who as though never been to lot 1 before which in fact we live near chua chu kang and spents most of our time at lot, didnt know that all shops would only be open at 11am. and we were like walking around minding our own business. idiot sia. haha. we waited till 11am and when its open, my fickled minded decides to buy the books at school when school starts. pfft. ^^then we actually went back home. i went home to eat. then me and min went back to lot one at around 12. haha. min need to meet his mum to buy his school shoes. -_-! haha.
After that, we decide to watch AVATAR doh! it was AAAAAAAAwesome! worth watching. i watch with min, hirzi, maira and her sister. haha. OH YEAH! omg! i cant believe we spent $70 on the movie uh. each tickets cost $14 and like omg! the fcukk! wth? you know i was like totally STUNNED! i wanted to cry sia. but we bought it anyway coz the line behind us was extremely long. and like we dont want to keep them waiting. but i tell you, its worth watching. watch avatar people! haha.
i was suppose to follow hirzi and his family to watch the fire works then after that go bowling till 5am! :( but my dad didnt allow me. wth. i want sia. haha. although i had experience that it's going to be helllllllllllll. muahahha. but its just watching fireworks. not like last time. hmm. but i actually also lazy coz like its going to be so late and not really my thang. haha. oh well, probably next time i guess. hmm. but min get to follow sia. his mum is awesome! haha. but i think also spoiling min at the same time. but min looks fine i guess. hahahahaha.
DAMN IT! the reason i want to post this was for a reason but i forget everything that i want to put in here. hahaha. urghhh.
well, ill post again later if i can recover what i was going to post about. haha. anw,
I was Caught while on my way to Qastam Singapore. HAHA. stupid sia. the officers thought i brought some illegal devices when actually it was my MP3. wth? haha. IDIOT! then when he was "Integerroting" me, he was all shouting and shit. and i was like -_-! its my mp3 player you idiot. although i didnt say it out loud, i was thinking bout it in my head. after he checked my mp3, he realise it was an ordinary one and gave it back to me. then he started to give me this Advices and being all nice to me.. he said " its not that im mad at you, im just doing this to be safe. safe than sorry. we dont want our country to explode and you getting the blame do we? and next time make sure you put everything in the sensor so we wont suspect anything. ok boy?" and i went "yeah boss, sure! -_-! IDIOT SIA!! but its a good thing i acted cool although i almost peed in my pants. haha. its true, you have to act cool when you are facing a good cop bad cop. hahahah. oh well, its an experience. haha.
{ 2:21 pm }
LOOK AT WHAT I BOUGHT IN MALAYSIA! :) NICE HUH!? hahahaha.
I wont say any thing much. but pictures at facebook.:D so urm, yeah. i had fun in malaysia yo! best. haha. watch alvin and the chipmunks 2 since ANNA cannot make it tomorow. pantat. i want to belanja also cannot. haha. too bad kan anna? looks like im eating SAKURA alone laaa.:D
anw, i miss my friends and cant wait for school. speaking for school, i still have not bought my school books. haha. awesome huh? oh well. later la i buy or tomorow or last day of school holidays kan? hahahahaha.
i miss ANNA siaa. well i say i miss her pun because she say she miss me. muahahahah. ishk ada ke gitu? tk la, i miss her la coz she layan my merepekness. hahahahah. :)
1 more thing, i need to buy a longboard. my dad say after we have move in to our new house, then he'll get the money and buy me a longboard and my bro a skate board. haha:D awesome huh? oh well, hope so! :D
nothing to say laa. post you guys later.:D
Monday, 28 December 2009{ 12:12 am }
(verse 1) for every lie there comes the truth for all the things you said, we thought came true, oh. from raining tears comes all those joys ready and set but still we never came close. huu o'oh. hmm
(Verse 2) Something somewhere makes me realise That sometimes love can be unsatisfied, to get by oh. knowing now that you're a fake i've been fooled by you in so many ways. ouhhhhhh..
(bridge 2) but why now? why now you try to make me feel good
making me cool, wanna gettin me fooled baby how now? how you gonna make things right
after all you've done to me
(Chorus) i care..... everytime you feeling down i know.... how it feels deep down inside but why you gotta took it for granted. now i realise you're not the one.. ohhhhhooooo yeah.
This Is An Original song of mine. its my new single. haha. cheh step artist lak. but seriously, its an original. i made this song few days ago. this is actually my 3rd successful song. haha. let me elaborate on this song. this song actually have something to do with all teens everyday life. and coincidentally this songs have something to do with a friend of mine. so im kinda writing this song on he's behalf.. this story is about a guy have that much feelings for that girl and after all he sacrifices for her, she took him for granted. basically, the guy felt unappreciated by her. and he regrets ever knowing her coz he spent his time for her and gets nothing in return. so yeah, its about love that is one-sided. i know its not really that a wow song. but its the best yet ive done. haha. :)
ill make a cover for this soon. so yeah check me out on blog, facebook or tagged. :D take care.
Sunday, 27 December 2009{ 3:21 pm }
An Epic Longboard. ive fallen for them. haha. seriously. i need to get one of those. i was at changi since yesterday, celebrating my niece birthday party. and my cousin brought along his longboard. and i realise that im actually quite good at it. its like skate boarding but much more balance. and i did nothing else but to skate the long board. its awesome. my cousin said that the cheapest longboard cost $200+. 0_0! are you serious? damn it. haha. where can i get those money? damn it. hah. nehmind i try to ask daddy for it. cheh. :D. maybe i use my bursery money. i got $350 doh. aha but not now uh. early january uh. haha. just pray hard.
anw, i still have not bought my school books sia. like wtf. haha. hmm. oh yeah, i met my chinese girls class mate and they wanted me to stay as monitor for next year. haha. im flattered and all but sometimes i felt like giving up with my class. coz honestly, they have a hard time listening. and i hate it when they dont listen coz to me, listening is the easiest thing you can ever do. but i dont know la. haha. see how uh. if i become the monitor for next year, it would be the third time in a row now. hahahah.,:D
recently, ive been really, really tired. damn it. i cant take it uh. i dont know what i do that made me feel so tired. haha. maybe its because i did nothing that i feel tired. haha. oh well. oh yeah, my back hurts uh. unusual sia. seriously. even when i sit, lie down or stand up. there's a different feeling of pian in different position. hmm. omg! ><. oh well, bear with it mannnnn!
kla, lazy uh. post soon. :D
Saturday, 26 December 2009{ 12:31 pm }
SING ALONG PLEASE,
Ku menatap dalam kelam Tiada yang bisa ku lihat Selain hanya nama-Mu ya Allah
Esok ataukah nanti Ampuni semua salahku Lindungi aku dari segala fitnah
Kau tempatku meminta Kau beriku bahagia Jadikan aku selamanya Hamba-Mu yang slalu bertakwa
Ampuniku ya Allah Yang sering melupakan-Mu Saat Kau limpahkan karunia-Mu Dalam sunyi aku bersujud
this song reminds me of old times when im a bit out of the world. :/ . i regreted it and i try to stay out of trouble. so far so good uh. im proud of myself. haha. i do know that i did alot of things that are not suppose to be done and im sorry about that. those were the days that i totally forgotten about the one person who loves me and i love him and that is Allah. Im really sorry for whatever things ive done earlier. :( i regretted it.
Thursday, 24 December 2009{ 10:48 pm }
MY KAKI GEREK ><
honestly, i really dont know what ill do without them. they are my ears, my eyes, my mouth, my heart, my soul, my life. i would never ever replace them for anyone else. they are the only ones who love me no matter what i do. they show that they love me. and i appreciate it. and i love you guys too. :D
i dont know uh. i'm feeling empty recently. i dont know la. recently, im having people saying things they never mean. they make me feel so much for them but then realise im just their back up thingy. honestly, i feel like they using me. like they will find me and asking for advised and stuff. i mean, its not wrong. but the least you guys can show me is appreciation. dont leave me hanging in the dark. i dont know la. and sometimes, only when i ask or look for them then they'll start looking for me. why cant they automatic like come and look for me? i dont really ask for anything. but what i really want is to be a friend. that's all. yeah you guys claim im your friend, but honestly, i dont feel it. sigh. you know what forget it. maybe its just me. maybe its my life and to be treated this way. have to accept it. :/
fyque:kiki! hello!
kiki: eh HI! lama tk bbl!
fyque: tu uh, you uh sombong.
kiki: ishk, mana ada? haha
fyque: haha. tkda la. so tgah buat ape?
kiki:tgah chatting, friendstering, tagging and bloghopping:D u?
fyque: tgah dengar lagu je:D! dah makan?
kiki: im also eating. makanan pat depan mata. :D malas nk gi dapur!
fyque: ahahahah. good!:D
kiki: good? why?
fyque: coz im also lazy. muahahhaha
kiki: you are lazy to talk to me? THEN DONT TALK TO ME LA!
fyque: urm, huh? what were we talking about? haha
kiki: you know what! shut up! i hate you!
fyque: huh? what are you talking about????? tk faham laaa.
kiki: shut up! bye!
do you understand this conversation? i dont myself. Kiki is a girl. coz my brother's nickname is also kiki. but this kiki is diff. anw, i dont understand what's going on sia. i was really like dumbfounded uh. like what in the hell is the matter with you? what the hell did i say? does asking whether you have eaten or not an insult to you? OMG. i dont understand sia. and she said im her "true friend." HAHA that's a total BULLSHIT! wtf. i dont understand la girls nowadays. seriously. DAMN IT. F this!
THIS GUY LEFT ME SPEECHLESS! I WAS HAVING 2ND THOUGHTS OF KILLING MYSELF FROM THE FIRST VIDEO I POSTED BUT NOW, I JUST WANT TO DIE.
{ 12:15 am }
i dont know which ones worst, he's singing vocal or his face getting smashed when i meet him. henestly omg! he is god damn irritating uh. dude, i know you wanna be a singer and all but just one advise, DONT BE A SINGER! no seriously. haha. but maybe he is brave to put this up. hahah. OMG LAAAAA. cannot take it sia. the more i see him singing, the more i feel like flying to wherever he is and give him a piece of my mind. i dont know whether he's faking this, trying to make it a funny thing or just cant sing. omg worst than TOMOK SIA when he was younger. lol. no offence tomok, your voice now is awesome! more manly. haha tk sengau. muahahahahhaa.
anw, i know i said ill post the pictures from outing but guess what?! im too lazy to do it. muahaha. sorry la, i dont want to post any pictures coz i dont have any pictures with me in it. hahahahahha. maybe when i take pictures that has me in it, then i post k? haha ada gitu fyque?! wtf. oh well, shut it!~ i dont care.
tomorow's plan was to go to soccer despite my stupid back pain. then go to li zhe's house to finish the trips project. actually to start not to finish. haha coz we havent even start. lol. oh well, screw that. then going back to nenek house. help her clean up coz she's moving in with us. :) yeah. that's the plan. but my plan dont always goes to plan coz sometimes it backfired. but we'll see how k? haha.
i want talk much now. im needa go sleep coz tomoro long day. :D
good morning.:D
Tuesday, 22 December 2009{ 11:23 pm }
today outing with clique was the bom.
Fyque, Min, Zi, Qis, Syrf and Sulas.
first we went to marina square to eat at the food court. i didnt eat though. coz i was like no money haha. then after that, we went to bowling. hahah. awesome coz i won. i dont understand myself coz i last time suck at it. and now im kinda good at it. its not a consistent thing for me. haha. i dont know laaaaa. anw, i was leading all the way. ahah. putri was close to me but i still won. heee. best doh. the rest like cant play uh but we had alot of laughters. it was awesome. then we all the way to esplanade there. we then sit down and lepaks. then we do this white balloon and write down our wishes. haha., awesome. i got pictures but ill upload soon k? lazy laaa.
then we took bus 190 and went to dohby ghaut green. got Viva Music uh. where all our singapore local artist is there. it was free so we thought why not we watch the show uh. best seh. almost all there were like crazy over Sleeq. oh yeah. there were also hyrul anuar, maya rahman, rancour, hazrul nizam and eve. alot more but forget who coz we left after sleeq uh. coz the reason we go there also just to watch sleeq. best! haha. 2nd time meting sleeq! weeee. the first time was at ECP. that time i was in the 7 eleven near KFC then they were just outside the door of 7 eleven. cool right?! hahahaha. best doh. so yheah. after that we went back home.
haha. anna wants me to sing for her but i ask her to sing for me first then i sing for her.. haha i very bad right? oh well tooooo bad lor.. she have sore throat and fever and i also ask her to sing. hahaha. jangan marah ye.? XP
k la, im dead tired. ill post tomorow if i want. hee.:D
goodbye readers. and ill post pictures tomoro too.
Monday, 21 December 2009{ 10:21 pm }
Hello readers! heee.
today was tiring la kan. at around 4pm. i went to hirzi house. there was hirzi and muhaimin there. awesome. met them first. i was bored at home so i went there to just lepaks with them. hee. then got a call from min mums to go eat. then i was also invited uh. so we went to lot 1 and meet min's mum and brother. too bad hirzi cant follow. haha. he got NGAJI. haha. oh well, too bad laa. then we eat at food culture. then min ask me to help him carry things at his cousins place to his place. haha. then i agree uh. no prolem. see, i so kind. anw, i also ask haikal to join uh. he did help us then he had to went off coz his gf was sick. so he went off early. then we carry the things to a lorry then went off. after all that. it was already like 8.30pm? then went to lot 1 again. me, min, his mum and brother. we walking walking. then go mcdonald to buy drinks. haha. after all the work uh very thirsty liao. haha. then we all walk home. heee. min's mum very niceeee.:D now i have like 2 mak angkats. haha. lol. best2.
tomorow going bowling with cliques. yay! urm then maybe go meet Sleeq at Dhoby Ghaut. not sure la. qis got her plans and sulas got her plan. dont know laaa. i just follow k? hahah. hmm, the only problem is, i dont have cash liao. bingit dohhh. haha oh well, need to plead for money from dad. wow, its going to be a hard oneeee..
i havent buy school books sia! haha. i dont know when to buy seh. very stress you knoww. haiyayayyaya. i want to study also no books, no use la. havent start study seh. very worried. but no matter, ill catch up, ive always been.:D
im still missing you like the storm misses the rain, like a warm summers day. ive been missing you always. im still breathing you like you here in my arms, like youre not even gone. and i feel like this always. coz im still missing you. i miss you. There’s a woman crying out tonight. Her world has changed. She asks God why Her only son has died And now her daughter cries. She can’t sleep at night. Downtown another day for all the suits and ties. Another war to fight. There’s no regard for life. How do they sleep at night. How can we make things right. Just wanna make this right.
bye readers! :D
Sunday, 20 December 2009{ 1:50 am }
cool right? i mean seriously, the classic is always the best. i have one that looks like it but only different colour. im finding the t shirt and the original belt. hee. i know i sound childish but everyone has a hero and mine is Batman. so screw whoever hates him. :D
today i went to cousins place. had family thingy stuff. kenduri doa selamat laaaa. haha. so yeah. oh ya, almost forgot. i had my hair cut. shit i hate my hair. its freaking short uh. the stupid stylist uh. i asked her to do my way, she does the other. sigh. i dont know la, i wont be going out soon coz my hair like shittt. haha. so anw back to cousin house. met ThePretty<3 And TheSweet<3... heeeee. muahahah. love them uh. we had story telling. then found out that my adik sedara had mile sia. he cannot move his right side of he's face. his muscle is weak or something. i pity him but i think its only temporary after all, he just recovered from a chicken pox and high fever. maybe that's the cause of his face being like that. nvm, i love my cousins.:D
k after that, my family went to marsiling. i bought new jeans uh. but somehow its kinda tight. haha. its like a perfect fit uh. but its comfortable. lol. :D. then went to eat satay and rojak! heee. best doh.. then went back home. watch cahaya. man the show gets very stupid in every episode. like very ergh! haha. oh well, the director is an idiot. what to do? jhaha. so yeah. that's al for the day uh.
oh my, you have no idea how i miss this few people. like seriously. firstly i miss the most is, my buddies. min, zi, fir, kal and li zhe. like hell lot uh. haha. need to meet them. :D coz they can crack up my day. haha.
then i miss SULASTRI! sulas, i miss you badly. i cant contact you coz my phone is busted. then when i online, you never online. sheesh. hard liao to meet you like that. and this tuesday we suppose to go out tau! hee. ill try to contact you somehow laaa. then i miss putri qistina. haha. my bestie since sec 1? or was it last year? but yeah, we are tight.:D. hmm, only that she have bf, its hard for us to meet. but its ok, i understand. :D. still love you guys. :D
then i also miss Azirah Azlan. no words to describe it laaaa. just miss you badly. :( cepat sembuh k? :)
k la, actually i also kinda miss school. i think im school sick? haha. oh well, few more weeks to school reopens. :D meet friends school.:D
goodbye readers. till we meet again. heee.:D
Friday, 18 December 2009{ 11:01 pm }
AShidy Ridwan. New Born Artist?? you choose. for me, he can make it to business. but not far. :D he have to show something incredible. and this songs almost similar to Rihanna-Cry song. hmm. wonder if he gets he's inspiration from her. hahah oh well. here this song. its kinda nice. for me its good.:D love it. :D
{ 10:03 pm }
i dont understand. why you still defending him when you know his wrong? wait, i mean both of you guys are in the wrong. listen, you already did what you did wrong, you know its wrong, accept the fact and move on. i know she'll find it out sooner or later. you should have thought of that before doing all those sins. and if you're not down with that, i got to words for you, SUCK IT!
_!_
haha. sorry bout the top. its just stupid, doesnt makes sense and the worst part is, im getting blame for shitty things like this. sheesh. as if i dont have other things to do. oh well, its human. that's why i hate them. freakos. alright then. enough bout that. get me upset only. so, this is what's happened for today. i was from my cousins place. haha. well, we did nothing but play games and watch movies. hmm. then went back home. at home, people was viewing my house to bid for my place. coz im moving house you see. im going to move to woodlands. thanks uh, further from school and friends. hah. niceeee. well, the truth is, im hungry. haha. ive eaten twice today. but still hungry. sheesh.
was suppose to have a match against fajar sec ytd but was postpond to monday because of the rain. haha. but no matter, we still continued to have training. and after training, we had a mini match. it was awesome man. match between us only uh. haha. we need to work on our defence and strikers man. our midfields, i think can already uh. but the only thing is that, the midfields need to have more stamina. haha. which im lack of coz i play a key role in the team. im a center/defensive midfielder and i need to give support to both offensive and defensive. but mostly defensive uh. but stil, OMG uh. i cant even play the full game. the most i can stand is 60-70 minutes. after that, im dead beat! haha. oh well, that's why i need all the training i can get to build up my fitness. the match that we had against each other was great. mainly because i got praises from coach alot. and for the first time, i felt that i actually did something right through out the whole game. haha.
this is veryy scary alright. i was watching discovery channel and watch this show called MOST EVIL. and its about the nastiest, crueliest and animal acts thing in the world. haha. its brutal uh. its about most wanted killers uh. and the killers are not man, they are women. and as i was watching, i noticed that most of the woman serial killers, killed their own loved ones and some other person just for fun of it. some is because they had a bad childhood. and the most brutal thing is that, some of them kill their love ones such as families and thier own child just to seek attention from others as others would pity them. like wtf uh? the story is interesting yet sad. sigh. haha, now i have to really be careful of women nowadays. hahahaha.
okok, my plans for next week. hmm. monday, have match against fajar but im not sure whether ill be able to make it or not uh coz like im not sure if im working or not uh. sigh. :( then also on tuesday, maybe i go out with putri! haha. miss her. and joining us will be hirzi and sulastri. i think. i not sure uh. hahahahahaha. then after that. im free. maybe ill start to mug again. hmm. still not sure when to buy my books. oh well, dont know laaaaa.
wow, i miss azirah like alottttt. but she's sick. hmm. text her also very hard uh coz i dont want to disturb her resting and other more important stuff. so yeah. hmm.
k la, gtg. ill post again soon. tomorow, going kak aza's house for gathering. weeeeeeee.:D WHAT TO WEAR!?
as'salamualaikum to all readers. :D
ok then. till here i guess. if you not down with that, i got two words for ya, SUCK IT! haha. love saying that.
Thursday, 17 December 2009{ 7:22 pm }
hey people! im staying over at my cousin house. so if you want to contact me, just call me. :D okokokokokok?
Azirah, i miss you hell lot. :D. so call me later if you reading this or what so ever laaaaa.. :D k buhbye!
ill post tomorow or the day after.:D
{ 4:34 pm }
IM STRESSED OUT! :( SOMEBODY HELP MEEEEEEE. :(
Wednesday, 16 December 2009{ 10:21 pm }
im really in a tight spot right now. shit. im in a difficult position. honestly. this saturday would be kind of hard for me. coz i need to tell her what ive been keeping inside and kept a secret from her. i know i should have told her a long time ago but i dont want to upset her. im really confused. seriously. sigh. im scared if she knows, she would freak out and somehow or somewhat a friendship might be involved. i dont know. im scared for her now. seriously. i dont mind the guy, i have always disliked him. haha. eversince i know what he has done. seriously. hahahah. damn it. i'm in a lot of stress this coming saturday. but i hope she takes it easy and hopes she wont freak out or anything. lets hope she keeps her cool and stuff. doa doakan la yerrr. :/
anyway, today went to cousin house. we watch alot of pirated dvds. haha. planet 51 was boring sia. haha. urm, aliens in the artic was great. funny like shit. jennifers body is hot. heee.haha. what else eh? ninja assasin if effing boring la. waste my time watching only. what else eh? i think that's all uh. haha. heeeeeeeee. then we played fifa 10 on xbox 360. omg, i played 6 times straight uh against my brother. haha. very hard sia. he's getting better. but i still win la. obviously. haha. hmm. now, my bro sleepover there. im at home coz tomoro i got match against fajar. sigh. i feel so lazy la seh... hmph. but nehmind ill go.
k la, i'll post later again k? if i got something to talk about uh. coz someone need a shoulder to cry on and as usual, they'll find me. sigh, typical. aha, tk ikhlas seh fyque! ikhlas laaa. hmm.
as'salamualaikum readers. :D
{ 3:05 pm }
i wants to share this feelings i had. and it might be sensitive to girls coz all my links are girls. hahah. ok whatever. i need to let this out.
as days goes by, i cant seem to find girls that is very humble, very gentle, feminine and goes with thier beliefs. i havent found that girl yet. all i ever encounters with are those girls who ran away from home, smokes, join gangs and rude. girls who like to talk smack all the time, thinking that they rule the universe. im not saying that i want a perfect girl. there's no perfect girl. but at least i want to see that those girls have not forgotten god. and know what are thier mistakes. from what is right and wrong. im not saying that im an angel or so. im not that perfect anyway. i did alot of sins too but at least im trying to cut down on them. coz firstly, i never ever want to dissapoint my parents coz they brought me up to be a good man. but sometimes, i hang out with certain different groups of people myself. and i know that they are bad company. so i chose to stay away from them coz i know that they are not my true friends.
i mean seriously, whoevers reading this, think about it. dyou really think that type of friends will be there when you are seriously in need? like maybe you are going to jail and maybe you can bail out with payment of $5000 dollars. you think those friends are going to chip in money to bail you out?? i dont think so. they are there only when you guys are not in the need. you know what i mean? im sorry if i offended some people but i just think its logic.
the reason i post this is because im sick and tired of a friend of mine hanging out with those mats and minahs. and when she was caught by police, she came looking for me. why doesnt she look for thier so called "sisters and brothers?" well, i help her anyway. i called her parents and her parents bailed her out. i think she's going to girls home. for me, she deserve to go there coz she needs some discipline and learn to manage herself well. im not sure of the verdict yet but i think its best for her uh. i mean i also dont want her to go but i think its best for her. :(
so yeah. think about it k people out there. :D. im talking mainly about the malay teens. hahahahah. goodbye! :D
{ 1:12 pm }
Look At This Beauty, Camilla Belle.
She Plays the lead actress role for "When a stranger Calls" and "10'000BC". i fell in love with her when she plays 10'000 bc. she shines seriously. ahhhhhh! she's next on my list. hahah. the only thing i dont like about her is that she's dating Joe Jonas! wth?! camilla one advise, find other guy please. you and joe dont look together. find someone like me or something. hahahahahahahahahahaha. eeeee fyque terasa. hahah.
oh well. nothing to say now. things to do for today. nothing. maybe ill start studying. haha
goodbye.
{ 2:13 am }
k anyway, lets talk about what i do today. hmm. NOTHING laaaaaaa. as usual. sigh. i have a boring life huh? haha was supposed to go gym today but friends paitau last minute. idiots. i was all packed and ready. sigh. oh well, maybe tomorow going then thursday got match. hmm. so much for keeping myself busy. hahahah.
haha i want to share with you something i learnt from mummy today. hahahahha. the thing i learnt is that mummy doesnt like to have chinese girls as her "in laws" hahahhahaha. yeah i said. i dont knw the reason why but yeah she dont like it.
coz i ask her, "umi, i know this girl uh. her name is xiu yen....." haha. before i continued, she said, "is she chinese?" i was like "yup she is" i was smiling. then she said "nope, not interested." then i was all gloomy. haha why?!!!!!. the girl is awesome uh. i think. for me uh. so far. dont know her that well but she speaks malay too. no that well. like that like that only. she's cute. haha. my mum rejected sia straight away. and the funny thin is i havent even told her that i was going to date her or not. haha.
then my mum was like. "you can be friends with her, date her, do anything with her. just dont make her my daughter in law." hahhaha. then i was like, "im not ready to get married mi.." she said, "i dont care, you might never know. see teenagers nowadays. nah, examples!"
hahah. my mums gone cuckoo. lol. i love her. i meant my mum not that girl. not yet maybe. hahah. so yeah. sorry chinese ladies, i think if you want to get to know me or be with me, you got to somehow look less like a chinese. hahah. which is impossible. lol. k i got to stop now. coz, like i said in my earlier post that s'pore is mostly populated by chinese. and i dont make jokes bout them coz yknow, i dont wanna...die.. hahahahahahha. wow. i cant believe its 2:36am in the morning! hahah.
Azirah blames me for not texting her and bully her coz she miss me. :((, so sad tau. i also miss her.. :( but she never text me.. booohooooo! *crying.
let me tell you a very sad story man! i almost cried when i heard bout this story. im not sure if its a true story or not. this story happens few years ago at united states florida. i think. so here goes.
there was this family, the barens'. they are an ordinary family. a happy family of four. the couples and thier two sons. one had just finish his college while the other was 2 years in high school. and mr.baren, had just watch his oldest son, eric, played for his school hockey team and eric was offered a scholarship in hockey represent team usa. mr.baren was proud of his son. Mr. baren calls eric he's golden boy. obviously, eric was his favourite son. but that night, after the game. mr.baren and his son stop by to a nearby gas station to buy some tidbits and drinks to celebrate at home later. and it was late at night. suddenly, 2 cars came swirling in. the cars stop and a group of mask man burst out the doors carrying loaded guns. while that's happening. mr.baren was talking to his wife on the phone while minding the car but Eric was inside buying the items. so the group of mask man came in the store pulls up thier guns threatening the cashier and eric. the cashier reacts quick and push the emergency button. he tries to escape but was shot by one of the mask man with a shotgun. eric was dumbfounded and shakened. his father was outside, noticed the gun fired and looked in search for his son. but he was too late. as he looks in the transparent glass of the store, his son was to his knees. in front of him was one of the mask man holding a long knife stained with blood. to mr.barens' fright, eric was bleeding from neck down. he was slaughtered from his neck. the group of mask man ran off after he slaughtered eric. mr. baren rushe to see his sons condition. it was bad. eric, 20, died from loss of blood. few days later, the guy who killed eric was caught. but it doesnt seems all justified yet. coz since the gas station was not inserted with cameras and mr.baren was the only witness. at most the guy who killed mr.baren son would only be sentenced to 2-5 years in prison. mr. baren was displeased by this. he felt like the law was unfair to him coz he lost his son. when the court ask mr.baren if the guy who murdered his son guilty, mr.baren looked at that killer and surprisingly objects to the case. the killer was free from charges.
but little did the kiler knows, that mr.baren had taken matters on his own hands. he follows the killer to his group of gangsters and waited for the right moment to strike. and one night, he had that chance. mr.baren stabbed the killer and killed him. mr.baren was not proud of what he had done but at the same time felt satisfied. but a few days later, the leader of the group happens to find out about the lost. he was mad. he was mad coz that killer was his brother. he then assembled his gangs and went looking for the man who did it. then one day they found out it was the victims father who killed his brother. they then went to search for him and tried many attempts to kill mr.baren but somehow mr.baren manage to escape. so that faithful night, the gang members broke into mr.baren house. beat up mr.baren and shot him, his wife and his younger son or his only son. but miraculously, mr.baren and his son survive. his wife didnt make it as his wife were shot in the head while mr.baren and his son were shot in the back of their body. mr. baren was fired up this time. he then escapes from the hospital and bought a few guns to finish the gangs off. he search for the leader. he killed all the gang members. including the leader.
so yeah. thats the story. i dont really know is its based on a true story or not. but its a hell of a story! awesome man! haha. i dont know what happens to mr.baren after he killed all those gang members. i think he was sentenced to jail or maybe was hang to death. i think. hmm. very sad huh? i think so. its kinda long story. haha. so yeah. but awesome uh.
Hold me, Both our bodies close together. Teasin' me, Let me get to know you better. Plaince me, Theres chemistry between us, can't u see. But I guess you're not there for me. I can't take this no more. Baby close the door, There's somethin' you should know. What's been goin' on, It's messin' with my heart. I can't even start To describe what I've been holdin' inside.
Cause she's just a friend. Yes, she'll never know. It's makin' it harder for me to let go. Cause she's just a friend, Yes, she'll never know.Sometimes I wish I never met her at all.(really!)
Tell me, I gotta be tryna' make this thing alright.Can't be, If they're makin' mistakes on all day, all night. Tellin' me, Cause I want you girl, hurts the most.That you're just too blind to see, Baby. I can't take this no more. Baby close the door. There's somethin' you should know. Still I haven't felt a way to show my feelings for you. There were so many times that I thought you knew. Like a fool I've waited' every time for you to say.That I feel the same way too.
Baby, don't you know Don't you know what I've been tryin' to tell you?
i really dont want to post about this but i cant help it.
i dont know why or what is their problem uh seriously. if people dont want your items, accept it. must you give us that stressed up face? or give us that innocent look? and when we say no, we meant it. NO! yeah, im talking about you people who sells goods from house to house. i dont mean to be rude but sometimes you guys are blaming us for not being able to help you gained profits. i mean, cmon, give us a break. we cant help you all the time. and i dont know what are your issues with us not able to buy things from you. you'll give us that pathetic and angered look. as if you're not satisfied or want to fight or something. please, as a worker or seller or anything, the customer is always right! haha. i learnt that from Mr.Krabs from Spongebob Squarepants. only that Mr. Krabs Phrase are "The Money's Always Right!" haha. so yeah. like just now, this chinese woman who sells vitagen, 1 packet for $3.50. its reasonable but the thing is im out of cash. i explain to her but she wont budge. she's either stupid or stupid. so choose. haha. anw, she kept insisting to see my parents. i told her that my parents not at home for what, 4 times? and she wont listen. i finally fed up, i open the door and told her to check in the house. then she look at me and roll her eyes, she said something in hokkien while walking away. i then intimidate what she said in more of an insulting way. haha. she look back and roll her eyes again, pissed.
pfft like whatever loserrrr. sheesh. no offence to other chinese people. heee. i dont really make jokes bout you guys coz you know, errrr, singapore is mostly populated by chinese and you know, errr, i dont wanna, i dont wanna die. hhaa. but honestly, that old lady has got to back off. haha. okok enough about her. pfft, makes me mad je thinking bout it.
wow. i was at home all day. nothing to do. bored like hell. ouh i composed another song. haha. its funny coz i havent finish my first song. hmm. i was bored all day so i was playing the guitar. strumming anyhow and then SNAP! something came up. i repeated the strumming and modified some chords and BAM! haha. i created a new song. but i havent write the lyrics though. hmm. i like the music part when comes to lyrics, i dont really have that inspiration that i need. that urm, i dont know whats in english but its called ILHAM!. i dont have that "ilham" that im searching for. haa.. i need to go to east coast park uh. where the breeze of wind and the sound of the sea makes me have new ideas and i can write my songs from there. hmm. oh well, have to try to make it here then. haha.
tomorow schedule, meeting haikal, min and fir for Gym tomorow. im abit lazy but sacrifice for them. i need to exercise as well. lol. im gaining weight by the day. haha. mum cook so delicious i cant stand away from them. no food is better then your MUMS'. honestly. whichever restaurant you eat and taste good. as time goes by, you'll come craving for your mum's delicacy. hahah trust me. ive been there, done that.
ok la. ive got nothing to post la. ill post tomorow k?
i miss azirah. haha, and all me other friends.
goodbye. see ya when i see ya. :D
{ 6:57 pm }
DYOU WANNA SEE WEREWOLVES FROM SINGAPORE?! here they are.
Syukri Uley
Syafiq Black
hahahah. how? can or not? represent singapore liao! i cant stop laughing looking at myself. i look idiotic sia. this is a keeper. hahah. have fun while it lasted! lol.
{ 3:55 pm }
Can I Have This Shoes Mummy?! PLEASE OH PLEASE OH PLEASE! i can die just watching at this shoes. pls oh pls oh pls.
anw, im at home now. alone. all have gone out. im freaking bored. sigh. my back still hurts. when is this pain going to end? i also dont know. pain liao. im also encounters like a short sharp pain not in my teeth but in my head. it feels like an electric current. it hurts i tell you. hell lot! must be because i havent been taking my medicine i think. hahahah. oh well, better dead than sorry. hahahahahah. wth?!
a friend once told me that he always thought of travelling around the world when he's older and going to travel with his family. i said go for it man. you can do it if you believe it. sigh, i had to lie to that friend of mine. i realise something. you wont get what you always wanted. you will get what you always never thought would happened. its life. and sure did, his family fall apart. his sister got married and decided to live independently. his brother wants to further study in UK. his parents are always fighting. im not sure what happen to his parents. but i know that he's not living the life he thought would end up. sometimes, dreams can be bad. but usually dreams do destroy. its life.
Dont Ever Lie, Steal Or Cheat! if you have to lie, lie only to the ones you love. if you have to steal, steal only to the enemy. and if you have to cheat, cheat to realise that they/it is what you ever wanted! :D
i am actually watching classical malay movie; Ali Baba Bujang Lapok. haha. although its an ancient movie for me, its still is funny. its lame funny. haha. come to think about it, without this type of movies and actors, there will never be any of thier kind nowadays. its like, the past is the new future. without the past, there's no future. get what i mean? i bet you do. haha. its the same goes with music, if there's no oldies type of music, there wont be future music. artist nowadays gets their inspiration mostly from the past. hee. cool or what?! niceeeee.
i realise something, why does relationship always starts off so good but ended up so bad? i question myself sometimes. sigh. coz in all my relationship ended like that. hmm. i mean its always so emotional and i really try to stay away from having a relationship coz i know myself. i wont be a good boyfriend to anyone coz im someone that needs time for myself more than giving others. and im someone who follows my mood much more.. and my mood is always a "alone" moments. idk actually. i recently always wants to be alone. doesnt communicate that much. hmm. on one hand, im actually worried about my studies. im scared i flunk in my studies. being the top 10 isnt easy as it looks. my dad wants me to at least reach the top 5. sigh. how?! very hard la siot! i know i can do it. but really depends uh. haha. boleh gitu? on the other hand, im worried of how my family and friends going to be in the future, i mean, ive heard alot of stories from my sisters and cousins that are older than me said that dont put too much hope on thinking that your friends is who they are coz you might never know the true colours. then i was like dont really care coz i know who my friends are and how they manage themselves. i think. idk la kan..
oh yeah, im gonna have $350 tau! but next year early january. its a bursery thingy. haha. my dad says i can only have $50?! then i was like, NUH UH! after all those knowledge i stuffed inside my head, no way im getting only $50. at least halve of the amount! :D my dad just grined. so whoever wants to join me go out shopping, pls contact me. muahahhaha. kidding.
k la, im off to watch Arsenal Vs Liverpool! a big match. hard to predict which one could win. but i think its a draw. 2-2. think only la kan. so much for my brother want to watch soccer with me. sigh. haha. thanks uh. he's asleep. oh well. lol. guess its just me.
goodnight readers. :D love you all.
{ 8:01 pm }
Greetings Earthlings! this is Fyque and ill be your host for tonight. muahahahha. im back la. alot has happened during my AFB! (away from blog).
i went to Sarawak for 5 days with friends and teachers. awesome experience and the place is beautiful. haha. beautiful by day, scary by night. haha. seriously, its kinda scary sleeping at longhouses and cabins. haha. the last day was awesome! coz we check in a 5 star hotel room! heee. the boring part was that it only for a day. so kinda nothing the feeling. haha. anw, to say for the overall, it was a great experience uh.
i also went to KL. haha. with family this time. it wasnt like the holiday i expected but i had fun uh. went there for a wedding invitation but also holiday but less of holiday uh. hmm. did shopping too.:D bought 2 belts, a watch, 4 shirts. well, i had a hard time trying to pick a few items to buy. too many hesitations. haha. lol. hmm.
for the now, im at home, doing literally nothing. haha. hav trainings but to be honest, felt like not going uh. no mood uh.
