Friday, 14 August 2009
{ 7:30 pm }
Wow. ok nehmind.
anw, i am freaking tired today! well mostly because of cca. whoah, its been so long since we play soccer and like, i reaaly feel tired after a few minutes of training. i was out of breathe so quickly. :X! and my performance just now was bullllllshhhiets! aiyoyoy. Thanks to Bing Feng, My right eye is blue-black. it was an accident btw. and its still hurts. i dont like soccer anymore. its not i dont like it, i just sometimes have no mood to play. sigh.
but what to do? cca is compulsory. haiya.
academic wise, i think im coping well. i think. maths is ok to me. english is quite understandable. i have issues with geog, chemistry and bio. the rest im ok. since pri 5, i could not get my science facts right. i have trouble explaining the content. i know the answer but i just dont know how to explain. same goes to geography nowadays. sigh. but no worries, i think i can do it. if im focused enuff. which i lacked. :P! History, wow, my class have been going through it everytime that i know the whole procedure of hitler and stalin's life. lol. i wonder who is better. both are arsholes. but if i have to say the most evil, i think stalin is the most evil uh. go stalin! lol.
i dont know what have been happening lately, i dont know if its luck or just coincidence. i mean like, a certain things was suppose to happened but it never did. for example, my cca was suppose to have our Beep Test since last week but i dont know why it have been postponing.. sigh. i dont know if its a good thing or bad thing. haha.
anw, i miss sulastri uh. where is my gf? she like busy je. i also here boring seh. sigh. i think she dont want to talk to me already. D:. hahahah.. want to meet also very hard. she uh always busy. haha.. but its ok coz when i have girls right, they are 100% sure busy like hell. i also dont know what they busy with.. im used to it. haha.I just viewed someone's blog. i was asking myself, is she for real? coz i cant get myself to actually believe you coz i thought you were someone who keep your word when you say that you will forget me. hmm. alot of question went poping in my head in instant! i smiled to myself for awhile. i dont know how i feel. :/ to be honest, i still havent gotten over you. i know you'll read it. so from the bottom of my heart, if you sincere about what you said, text me to prove it. only if you think you want to patch things up with me, you know as a friend that is. i wont force you. its your choice. because..........
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