Tuesday, 25 August 2009
{ 6:17 am }
I cant sleep.
i really miss my daughter. she had gone down with chicken pox. :( .. i dont knw where she is now. i cant sleep worried sick. i think im the one who's going to have chicken pox. i heard the news yesterday when my uncle told me.
my heart stopped for awhile. sigh. where are you daughter? only 4 months old and you already contracted with chicken pox. the way my uncle said she had the chicken pox, i was really quite scared. then he talked about diesel?
i dont knw how to spellit but yeah somekind of like that. ive heard about it. it is worst that chicken pox la people! sigh. lucky my daughter only have chicken pox. sigh. get well soon baby! i will, find a way to visit you.
i really love you! :D
besides that, i really have no idea what to do with my twitter. LOL. i cant figure out how to use it. like im having a dilema with it. i stare at twitter, the twiter stared at me back. lol. i just created it and i got this few artist to follow as a guide uh. there are several but i chose 3. i forgot their names but i can assure you that those 3 are the only ones im familiar with. lol. oh well, shouldnt have created it in the first place.
yesterday my family break our fasting at granny house. wow! i tell you its like a buffet over there! awesome man! lol. i ate like its my last day! lol. best gilerr! so confirm you that when im living with granny at our new house at woodlands, there will not be a single day that at home be without food! muahaha..
academic wise! woohoo! im slacking in biology lessons! ergh. why cant i concentrate there? is it just me or what? i think it me. lol. i dont know uh, i cant seem to concentrate. the funny thing is when the teacher ask me question, i can answer. make sense? no eh! im not phsycic btw! alright then, need to get ready for school! :D
goodbye:D
Labels: i need to see my daughter Nia Ramadani
Saturday, 22 August 2009
{ 9:24 pm }
Sorry For Not posting for a long long time.
anw, todays is the first day of bulan berpuasa for muslimin than muslimat.
selamat berpuasa!
well, first day was already tiring. woke up for sahur, then waited till 6 oclock
just because i have soccer match. great, starting of fasting month already with soccer match.
we fight against Jurong Junior College! lol. we won can you believe it? awesome or what?
we won 4-3. in our way to the JJC school. we got lost. lol. and ended up late. haha.
it was so confusing uh seh. lol. awesome!
what else to say uh? actually right, i have nothing to say.
further plans is just that my family are gg to have our new house at woodlands.
i am so excited to have my own room! hehehehe. when i get my own room. those who come in my room will be amazed coz my room will be covered with hot artist posters.. lol. not gonna tell you who are they. heheheh.
i dont have anything to say seh. that's why i dont blog often. look, my blog is even dead. lol. oh well, goodbye
then!
Labels: im surprise that you lied to me
Sunday, 16 August 2009
{ 7:20 pm }
yesterday had two birthday party. one was Hirzi's brother's birthday. the other one is sharmilla's birthday. ill keep it short. went to hirzi's first at around 5.30pm. it was fun. i think. get to meet his cousins and uncles and aunties. the funny thing was when hirzi's uncle said that i look like Aizat. the malaysian singer. lol. i so do not. i think. i ask dayang and she said somewhat the same. ok anw, at around 8pm. we went to sharmilla's. we had bbq. oh well, it was ok la. didnt eat there. we ended up playing basket ball. after that, we went home. well, its better than doing nothing at home.
oh tomoro, my team going to have a match against i dont know which team. wow. we are not ready for a match uh. training also we like suffering, what about match sia? gonna be tired like shit. oh well, have to give our best lor!
Im still waiting for her to text me. i think she havent read it yet. oh well, i think she doesnt want to text me. i mean, why should she? sigh. that's all i guess.goodbye
Labels: im hoping for your text badly
Friday, 14 August 2009
{ 7:30 pm }
Wow. ok nehmind.
anw, i am freaking tired today! well mostly because of cca. whoah, its been so long since we play soccer and like, i reaaly feel tired after a few minutes of training. i was out of breathe so quickly. :X! and my performance just now was bullllllshhhiets! aiyoyoy. Thanks to Bing Feng, My right eye is blue-black. it was an accident btw. and its still hurts. i dont like soccer anymore. its not i dont like it, i just sometimes have no mood to play. sigh.
but what to do? cca is compulsory. haiya.
academic wise, i think im coping well. i think. maths is ok to me. english is quite understandable. i have issues with geog, chemistry and bio. the rest im ok. since pri 5, i could not get my science facts right. i have trouble explaining the content. i know the answer but i just dont know how to explain. same goes to geography nowadays. sigh. but no worries, i think i can do it. if im focused enuff. which i lacked. :P! History, wow, my class have been going through it everytime that i know the whole procedure of hitler and stalin's life. lol. i wonder who is better. both are arsholes. but if i have to say the most evil, i think stalin is the most evil uh. go stalin! lol.
i dont know what have been happening lately, i dont know if its luck or just coincidence. i mean like, a certain things was suppose to happened but it never did. for example, my cca was suppose to have our Beep Test since last week but i dont know why it have been postponing.. sigh. i dont know if its a good thing or bad thing. haha.
anw, i miss sulastri uh. where is my gf? she like busy je. i also here boring seh. sigh. i think she dont want to talk to me already. D:. hahahah.. want to meet also very hard. she uh always busy. haha.. but its ok coz when i have girls right, they are 100% sure busy like hell. i also dont know what they busy with.. im used to it. haha.I just viewed someone's blog. i was asking myself, is she for real? coz i cant get myself to actually believe you coz i thought you were someone who keep your word when you say that you will forget me. hmm. alot of question went poping in my head in instant! i smiled to myself for awhile. i dont know how i feel. :/ to be honest, i still havent gotten over you. i know you'll read it. so from the bottom of my heart, if you sincere about what you said, text me to prove it. only if you think you want to patch things up with me, you know as a friend that is. i wont force you. its your choice. because..........
Labels: i miss Azirah too and have always been
Tuesday, 11 August 2009
{ 10:42 pm }
Ill be M.I.A For Awhile! :D Or Am I? lol. well, basically, im either, lazy, forget or have nothing to post. :D! (mostly lazy XP)
GoodBye!
Labels: i miss you
Sunday, 9 August 2009
{ 11:51 pm }
Evening people.
i was at home the whole day. pfft. how boring. i was suppose to go out to watch the fireworks uh but sulas back out the last minute. so what for i go right? sigh. sorry aidil and ain for not going. ):
anw, at home, omg daddy was all over the laptop since morning. omg! since he woke up at around 6am? he uses the laptop uh. and he says im addicted to the laptop. he always go to this TV3 website and watch all the malay dramas. like there's no tomorow. and after he finished, he went straight to the tv and watch another drama. omg! lol. funny la..
oh yeah, i realise that my voice have become much2 deeper. 0_o! the good thing is that i can raised my voice and in control. ergh! sometimes when i record my voice, it really sucks! but just now i sound good. i think. if can i want you guys to listen uh but i have no idea how to put in here. :D my bad.
I really want to study seh but i just cant seem to get my head starting. like just now, i took out my file to do my malay homework then i was distracted by my guitar, the music, the tv. omg. i just cant study at home. at home, all i think about is either; sleeping, eating and slack. walau. need to go out and study. someone bring me out please.
i also noticed that no one text me today. lol. only sulastri but that one was only 2 msgs. she text me, i replied, she answered then i didnt reply cause it was a straight answer. wow, my phone is dead. it wasnt like this before. not until i lose contact with....... sigh. dont want to say her name. i miss her so much. i wonder if she does. which i doubt she does. i bet she's too busy to miss me. i think. well, she wants us to be seperated. i guess, that will make her happy. =/
anw, im tryna learn piano, watcha thing? so far what i know about piano is that, it have notes? LOL. ok everyone knows that. well, i dont know anything or how to play the piano. the only song i know to play is "mary had a little lamb" lol! sigh.
ok la, its kinda late. im gonna turn off now.
goodbye! Selamatzzz!Labels: Vanity
Saturday, 8 August 2009
{ 11:58 pm }
YO!
today was awesome but tiring! went to plaza singapura to watch a gig.
actually it was my friends band playing but he claims that it was 3 pm! and i though i come early to check on him but the gig was at 5pm! ergh. such an A-hole! lol. but nvm, me and friends than played computer at Park Lane. awesome! we lost! lol. well. go die la. tired uh. and i didnt eat thats why we lose. haha. alasan sia fyque! WTH! muahahahaha. oh yea than in the train we saw this guy who look exactly like THE ROCK! you know THE ROCK. he's a professional wrestler and an actor.
muahahaha. only more to a malay side. hmm. is he malay? lol. anw, thats all about today.
Do i go or not go tomoro to watch fireworks? i want to but im not that fond of going back late. its not me. hmm. but sulas wants me to go. leceh lor! haiya! dont know liao.
To Balqis,
i hope you get better. you dont look good from the other time i saw you. puhleese! take care of your self. :( im sorry if i didnt check you up today. i wanted to but i already had plans. D:! i kinda regret to not go and visit you. im sorry.. ill make it up to you.
To Aidah
Hey girl, how are you in London? i miss you too. thanks for the email you sent me. looks like you and your bf is doing great. haha. so happy seeing you guys happy. is he treating you good? if he is not, tell me. i fly my way there myself and find him. LOL. :D. hows your family? schools fine? email me back kay? the reason i write it here is because i lazy to email you back and since im posting, might as well right it here. so check my blog. i already tagged your blog. :D. take care! :D
{ 12:00 am }
WOW!!!!! SERIOUSLY!!! BLOGGER IS KILLING ME RIGHT NOW! WTF!!!now im in no mood to talk about today! ergh!
Wednesday, 5 August 2009
{ 7:04 pm }
Witnessing someone's death is really sad. i just got back from my grandfather's funeral.
it was really sad. for the first time i saw my uncle cry. and i cant take it uh.
But i know that its good for my grandfather to leave this world. its for the best cause he was suffering from cancer and im glad that he leave so that he wont suffer in this cruel world anymore. im just sad for my grandmother. D:. for all the years with grandfather, she must really feel so hurt and lonely. D:! i didnt attend to school coz my grandfather passed this morning. D;. im really thankful that grandfather doenst need to suffer but at the same time sad! ;(!
untuk allahyarham Hajj. Sufat Bin Hajj. Hassan,
dengan penuh kasih dan sayang, harap diterima ke surga dan tidur dengan aman. insyakallah.
Al fatihah.
AMIN!
Sunday, 2 August 2009
{ 11:20 pm }
I swear i could not get my mind of
EMMA WATSON!haha. i never knew she was that attractive. hmm. oh well. it just my fantasy anw.so, i didnt really do anything today. was at home all day long. pfft. watch tv only.
lol. i wanted to study but i cant. get distracted. i can never study at home. i dont know if its just me but i cant seem to get anything to get in my head when im studying at home. pfft.
i didnt know that i was popular until today. right balqis? ergh!
this was what happened. i receive a text msg from an unknown number. the person
who called herself Ain, said she got my number from someone i know. hmm. (which was balqis)
balqis told her that i can sing and my voice somehow sounds like syarif from sleeq. lol. which i dont really think so. and honestly i dont think my voice is nice. and i know whoever read this will think that im just saying this to try and make you guys to say that i have a nice voice. but i seriously think my voice is not that standard yet. its still pitchy and i cant really control my tone of voice. pfft. anw, Ain said that she admire me coz i do sound like syarif sleeq. she heard my voice in a video balqis took of me that time. thanks qis!-_-! oh well, she said, that she wants to meet me and she wants to sing with me or something. lol. we'll meet. someday. hahaha. so funny lor.
i really dont know why i recently feel lazy to study. like i notice some of my subjects are not going to be useful for me in the future and for my career like chemistry and history. other subjects too. i dont know. is it the teachers? or is it myself? my resolution this year was just to complete my studies and be mentally ready for my N-level and my O-level! but i seems to drop in all that. i want to blame for the "special" thing that happened to me but i cant do anything already. whats done is done! sigh.
hmm, dont wanna talk already. ok. bye! take care :)
Labels: Emma Watson
Saturday, 1 August 2009
{ 9:09 am }
백철한Thanks Dayang for translating my name in korean, :D! cool huh?!
