"We Are From Two Different Worlds" this was the words that's stuck in my head. this was what she said to me few moments ago.
"kutelah miliki, rasa indahnya perihku......" (my ringtone actually)
b: as'salamualaikum. me: wa'alaikumsalam. yeah? b: you, i need you. me: ok, im listening. haha b: i tk tau nk buat ape uh u. me: about him again? pls la u, dont make things difficult for u can??! b: but i cant help it. i cant forget him. me: everyone cant forget the ones they love. i cant. and she still contacts me. do you know how much it hurts talking to someone you love that doesnt love you back? and you act as if nothing is happening. b: i tau la u. u always talk about her. she must really mean alot to you. me: dahla, not about me now. its about you and that perv! b: U! tk baik seh. me: am i right or am i right? choose. b: yerlar! u slalu cam gini seh. me: anw, i really think you shud forget him uh. but honestly, gasak u la sebab i da bilang you jgn gi ngan dier. u punye degil, orng nye degil pun kalah tau tk?! b: u ni betol2 not helping seh. im really dunnow what to do. me: this is not a matter of choosing or not tau. its logic and simple to choose. say NO. b: easier for you to say that! me: it is, try it. maybe it will help you in life! HAHA(sarcasticly) b: DAH LA! i dont know why im talking to you pun. all you can think about is yourself. me: ??? ok??? b: uh, i didnt mean that. me: nah, its ok. sometimes things that accidentally slipped is usually the truth. yeah i know. b: no. i tk.. i mean... sigh. me: hah, its ok la. b: i know you too well to lie to me! ergh! we are from two different worlds! omg. i dun know what to say already. me: yup me too.
click!
i was hurt. haha. im messed up. my life is messed up. sigh. i dunnoe what to do or to say. all i can do is laugh to myself coz of having such horrible relationships with those i love. and it keeps repeating. all i can do is kind of, nothing. :/
i just got back together with another friend. but i still feel like somethings wrong. i dunt know. i feel so sad all of a sudden. but she's happy. that's good. now, another one just had a fight with me over her pervert guyfriend. sigh. i dont know what to do anymore. i think i try to hard to please everyone. but in this world, no matter how good or great power you have, you can never ever please everyone. so yea. im sorry.
