Tuesday, 7 July 2009
{ 5:59 pm }
today was all about laughters uh.. laugh laugh and much more laughters.
i realise that i cant survive without my group of friends. seriously. there wont be anymore laughters, concern and love from them uh. they really shine my life from all darkness deep inside.. although i might be the one creating the humour but they will continue them to make it more hilarious. i mean seriously, they are so far the best group of friends i have. and i think will be for the rest of my life.
sigh. i really feeling like shedding my tears uh. firstly because i really appreciate and really glad to have them as my friends. and secondly, that i realise that i really cant please everyone. maybe i tried to hard to make all my friends happy and i tried too hard to make them happy that maybe they find me irritating. oh well. its better this way.
to azirah
i dont know what i did that makes you ignore me uh. you say im happy? how would you know? you dont know anything. actually, i dont know you already. you've changed. alot. i text you almost everyday but you said that im busy. hello? you are busy. busy with your love life that you've forgotten your friends. you forget me. why cant you text me? must you wait for me to text you then you reply? which you seldomly do. so now, who is giving a cold shoulders now? we said that if there's a problem, we should work it but why you're giving me a cold shoulders now? like you dont even wanna talk to me. you dont even care about me la. so much for best friend? i dont know what happened to you. sigh. i dunnoe uh azirah. to me right, you are the one happy. seriously. not me. sigh.
