Wednesday, 8 July 2009
{ 7:02 pm }
today i abit not lively at school uh. not the usualy wildness.
i dont know why. somethings been in my mind and i cant seem to know why or what.
i want to apologise to mrs.liew. she didnt did anything wrong but honeslty, i really cant take care of the class already. im having problems disciplining them. maybe im too friendly to them that they took advantage of me. i really dont know what else i could do to maintain peace, friendships and disciplin in our class already. i know you will encourage me not to give up already, i know that. and i dont want to dissapoint you but im to weak. i dont have the strength to cope with thier noises and studying at the same time. my head will spin and i tend to lose concentration in a result of me slacking which i really trying to avoid. sigh.
to azirah,
ive always forgiven you. al i wanted was to get an explanation so that i wont be living in the dark. i dont want u to keep anything from me. if possible la. i honestly dont want to put pressure on you. you have alot already in mind. i dont want, me, something unimportant to interfere and ruined your life like this. what you did was wrong, yes. that i must agree. but that's why we are living in this world. to learn from all our mistakes and not to repeat them again.
to balqis,
i dont know what wrong with your brain. why cant you think? its your own physical and you ask me what i shud do? im utterly disgusted by your actions. you should know better. you've said sorry umpteen times but do you really mean it? you kept on thinking twice abot what you're gonna do. it really has one answer and the answer is NO! sigh. contact with me when you find your mind and your soul. D:
