Wednesday, 1 July 2009
{ 8:59 pm }
THIS HEART MAY NEVER MENDthis i what she said to me.): i love you syafiq, you have been the greatest friend honestly. you're one who i will remember for life. your scent, smile, eyes and touch really, i will remember till death. i like to take this opportunity now before i go to thank you. Thank you for all the great things you've done for me.(she was crying at this poiint but smiling). i was never angry, mad or upset when im with you. you are really the only guy out there whom understands what im facing through and by doing that, you cheered me up too. i mean it when i said you cheered me up. i really laugh when you make all those lame jokes and funny accents. ergh! omg. i really miss those days when we started to know each other. when you look such a nerd but cute. haha. now look at you. all grown up. haish. i wont talk alot. haha. i want to apologise for all those things ive done to hurt you and make you worry for me. im really gonna miss your voice. I went silent all of a sudden. i knew her time has come. i really went silent! D: i dont know what to say. i look away from her. trying to hide all those tears. honestly, i do not want to lose her. i cant bear to lose her. she never really hurt me so bad. she only make me worry alot. i really want to be there for her. i want to ask god if there's some way for me to take her place?! D: you lied to me! you said you're gonna be okay. i know you're not gonna be but i want you to lie to me that you're gonna be okay. D: Just lie to me. D:!Labels: you're not gonna leave me alone in this world.