Sunday, 21 June 2009
{ 9:29 pm }
I Am Back From Torture People!just got back from rewang. omg. just 2 days and i feel as though i have work for like 2 weeks.. honestly, i was feeling terrible, nausea and pain. lol. but i think its all worth it. well, my gaji havent get yet. but its ok. i can wait. most probably, tomoro. lol. honestly speaking, i extreme overly work. my back is killing me, my head is spinning. every muscle and bones in my body is weak. my fingers also. lol. im saying "ouch" everytime i type. haha not. wow, i cant believe i miss her. i dont even know her uh. but she was there when i was kendarat-ing. lol. she always look at me. or i think she does. talked to her ONCE ONLY! WTH! lol. this is what we said;
me: (carrying pail of water, accidentaly hit her slightly) omg! i am so sorrrryyyy.
her: ehk tkpa :)
me: sorry eh, its really heavy and i lost my balance. anw, hi.
her: hi. u kendarat here is it?
me: kind of uh. coz my cuzzins are like doing two jobs at once. washing the plates and kendarat.
her: oh not tired meh?
me: you have no idea. i think im gonna have muscle like arnold schwarzenegger. haha. no la. im lame. sorry.
her: haha, ape je tau.
me: ape nye?
her: haha
ibu liza(my aunt): OI SYAFIQ, dun flirt around la.. ishk2. go pour the water in the basin. the people need to drink la!
me:(ashamed) alright then, i gtg. urm. ill talk to you soon?
her: haha. your aunt is fierce. haha. alright. come find me.
me: that'll be easy. ;)
her: haha. anw, i dont get your name.
me: syafiq. HELLO!
her: lol. im Fasha.
me: full name? haha
her: for you to find out! haha.
me: aww..
ibu liza: SYAFIQ!!!!
me: (rushing) BYE!! haha.
her: bye!
p.s: we talked in malay language btw but i translate it.:DD
well, that's it. and guess what?! i didnt get her freaking number people! and now i have no idea where she is right now.lol. aww tough luck. but oh well. if we fated, we'll meet. :D. i hope ;(! lol.
ouh yea, i forgot that firdaus parents came by. i was shocked and whoah! i didnt approach them coz i was freaking scared of them. i dunnoe why. they look scary. LOL. k no offence. hmm.
k la i think that's all. penat woit!
im sorry for doing this but i dont think i can have any contact with you ever again coz its tearing up my heart when im with you. but when we are apart i feel it too. and no matter what i do, i feel the same. with or without you. im sorry, if i hurt you, my dear. i really want to try to understand you. so that you be smiling all the time. ill miss you but its a must. take care.
