Tuesday, 30 June 2009
{ 4:33 pm }
HEADACHE MUCH??i couldnt sleep yesterday. i slept around 3-4am? had alot in my mind. i kept thinking, what was i doing? am i doing the right thing? is this supposed to happened? i wonder. i think. very hard. i dont know what i did. but i really guess that its good for her. anyway, i ended up waking up late. i woke up at 7am. i get ready and all that till 7.30. and i knew i was gonna be late. had to rush so i took the cab instead. $5.10!OMG! school is damn near but the price is seriously ergh! i thought the driver was cheating on me. but what the heck. i just paid him coz i was more worried i would be late than getting cheated. lol. so luckily i was 5 minutes early before school begins.
first lesson is elective geography. omg! what a boring start of the day. luckily there wasnt a re-exam. its extended to next week. hmm. have to study liao. Mr. Tan was very caring. i realise that now. he may be an angry beast sometimes but he shows me that he really cared about our future and studies. i mean all teacher does but differently. we didnt study much. we went through all the diaghram for rivers and coast platform. interesting but a bit boring coz we already had went through them.
after that we had MT. mother tongue was ok. we were introduce with the new teacher. darn, i forgot her name. she's sweet. i think. but mdm fazila took over for today, the new teacher observe how mdm fazila teach and how well we behave. ^^! we played a game. some how like the game cherrade. is it spelled like that? ohk whatever. but its a malay version. it was fun! there were once when Kartika was acting the word and the rest had to guess and i was one of them. then ther word was "JuruSusila" i think. then she was like "JURU, KAWAN KAU!! KAWAN KAU!" she yelled it at my face. and it was so funny. and i was like, "JURUHAIKAL?!, JURUHIRZI?!, JURUFIRDAUS?!." then finally muhaimin said JURUSUSILA. haha.. it was so intense yet so funny! lol.. it was fun..
we had pe after that. took our height and weight. WEEEE! i grew 2cm tall and i lose 2 kg.. i think not sure. lol.. after that, boring. we also have new pe teacher. a trainee. mr.lo. he's nice.. i think he's funny. he looks funny.
recess, didnt eat as usual. lazy to line up.
maths was next. for this semester, we gonna learn about graphs. quadric equations and stuff like that. hmm, its gonna be a hell of semester man. :D
english next. ms sim read out our introduction card we made about what we like, what we want to be and all other stuff. we made that yesterday. lol. olright!
last subject was art. mr.lo went on about what we gonna do this semester. urm, after that, we had to draw. an upside down picture. it was crap. it suppose to test our right part of our brain or something. i passed. that's what mr.lo said. but whatever. after that we had PC. alright kot. talk about H1N1 stuff again. i didnt listen much coz i was distracted by thoughts. bout her. bout those whose infected by H1N1. bout lots of stuff. i dunnoe which to start. my head was spinning and i almost like want to faint uh. after that i went straight home!sigh!
i dont know what im doing. im always like this. try to be a hero but then destroy myself. i let other people happy but myself in distressed, anger and upset. for what? i also dunnoe. maybe because seeing those around me happy, ill be happy. i guess. i really dont have that strength lor k. ergh. i hope what im doing wont regret for the rest of my life.
