Fear of actually losing someone dearest to you is really awful. i felt really devastated knowing that im gonna lose someone loving, caring, sweet, cute, funny and adorable. first and far most i would like to thank you for accompanying me in my boring life. and was there when no other people were. being with you will be the one i would cherish most. thanks for understanding my every problems and weaknesses. i think you are the only one that knows my real weakness in life huh? lucky you. oh well, i accidentally showed it to you the other time and caught it.. so boohoo! haha. i dont want you to leave. seriously. if i could just turn back time and know you before all this might happen. haha. i know you are laughing right now coz ive told you bout what im gonna do if i had such supernatural powers huh? shuttup! haha. hmm.. in you final days, i really hope you remember me all your life. i really am thankful that god gives such treasure to me. to actually know you is good enough for me. and ill keep those promises we had. mama will have such hard time idf you're not around. and no one will play hangman with me like you did. im gonna miss you. im gonna miss you. D;!
