Thursday, 23 April 2009
{ 6:23 pm }
today was utterly rubbish! hmm.. actually i was rubbish.. nothing better to do la to disturb people.. THURSDAY, the most boredom day ever in history.. pfft.. luckily today was a bit slacking..
first 2 period was maths.. omg, maths have been a bit cuckoo seh.. imeant my head.. we learn about gradient and stuff.. its quite simple actualy.. i just need to remember the formula.. pfft.. the next 2 period was Social Studies.. finally, mrs liew, talk things out with the class about thier behaviour during the previous chemistry lessons... our class was extremely noisy la.. i sometimes feel like giving up with the class la seriously.. they are such..such.. KIDS.. hais.. but i know i cant give up coz im the monitor and monitor..ermm..monitors the class?? hah.. sigh.. yea.. and i dont want the others who really want to study be interupted by those idiots! especially i dont want to dissapoint my favourite teacher, Mrs Liew! hah.. so ill keep on trying to do what i can.. ANW, after social studies we had biology.. ermm, for bio, nothing much happen.. i thought there would be a test but instead, we had to do some shit drawings of the human circulatory system.. was it? or was it digestive system? i think its digestive system coz i know i draw a stomach.. lol.. so it must be a digestive system..
recess came next and i didnt really it much.. eat bread and drink blueberry basil.. nice tau! chatted and went back to class.
english after that. it was reading period. so we read. chemistry next, had a pop quiz? i think.. kind of a test.. i was cheating all the way.. coz my head wasnt straight and my mind was somewhere else.. pfft.. after that history! favourite dok! but teacher never come.. oh well.. pfft.. wasted seh.. but nvm, can let me rest for at least an hour.. had to do this sucky worksheet also.. i anyhow do coz i dont really understand the questions..
oh yea, me and putri played a prank on syarif an nafis.. lazy to explain..but just know that we are really evil! putri's idea btw guys! so no heart feelings.. syarif is ok with me already.. i think..nafis, i havent met him yet.. well, the reason for the prank is basically because we were bored..to death.. hmm.. oh yea, i finally got to see PUJA.. one of the students from New Dehli whom visited our school.. i heard she had a crush on me.. hahahahahahahaha.. omg.. i smiled very wide la when putri told me that one of the girls admire me.. haha.. so funny.. so i wanted to check her out.. ok, i was amazed la people! all of them are not the indians that we all thought they were.. they are really the same like us.. they have fair skin tone.. fairer than me la.. lol..now i feel like im an indian.. pfft.. thanks uh.. well PUJA is Quite pretty.. her other friends are also pretty.. haha... im gonna add PUJA on my Facebook as soon as putri gives me her email address.. LOL.. funny la..
i would really like to hold your hand tight and walk the journey of your life together. but you see, i cant. i promise you if i really have that chance and time to stay with you, i will. this i promise you. the only thing is i really have no chance. i was not allowed to i guess. i dont know what to do girl, im really at lost. i tried to get over you but it just makes me think of you more. and everything around me reminds me of you. the songs i hear, the words i heard, the lessons i studied..it really reminds me of you. you were never a burden to me. you're the one who makes me smile and sad at the same time. i dont know. im not strong enough. im not strong.. im really sorry. :( sigh.
