Wednesday, 8 April 2009
{ 8:44 pm }
To Amy/Aidah,
im really fed up with your childish acts towards mama and papa tau.. this has gone to a point where i comes in.. i need to sort you out.. i dont care what people will say here coz you already did many sins and you were never like this few years back..What really happened to you? you used to call me at least once a months la kan but now i recieved calls from mama telling me things that im not proud of out of you.. you really have gone too far la right now. where were the Aidah i knew long time ago.. where is she? i want her back.. if you want to tell me shit, tell me.. ill help you out.. you are never alone.. you always have other people who loves you and care for you la.. dont make them disheartened by the fact that you treat mama like this.. you know she called me almost everynight, crying about your misbehaviour in high school and after school.. you were brought to the police, not once but thrice! WHY!!!!!! why in the hell you have to this! what your motive?! i need to know! is it your friends? as long as im concern, your friends are ok.. ive met them before..they are nice people.. what are you? influence? Dont Bullshit with me! just...even when im writing this, i feel like crying.. fug! ergh! im so pissed off right now.. with so many people! omg!
MAMA, im really sorry, im doing the best i can.. i had promised to take care of her but im kind of failing but im still staying strong for you and for her.. hais.. i feel so disorientated.. idk! omg..ergh!!
sigh