Monday, 27 April 2009
{ 11:13 pm }
MAJOR BLOWOUT!
my head is really like cramping la just now..
must be the stupid side effects from the medicine! hate it.. im so not gonna take it anymore! pfft... today, was freaking frustrating..urm actually only the later part of the day.. firstly art n craft! wth! i really hate la seh.. we need to finish drawing like from 12.30 to 3.30! wth! and mine is fucked up crap la my art! pfft.. my nose too big! my mouth too large! my eyes too nice.. lol.. hais.. seriously la! crap to the max! that's one thing.. then after that, went to computer lap to do OEL PROJECT.. just to do some finishing touches when suddenly, black out! n i havent saved the work and i did major changes! and i was like WHAT THE FUCCK!!! i felt like crying uh coz i almost finished and its due tomorow.. and my heart really dropped! but luckily, it auto save la! wth! nasib baik la.. hais.. if not, im so gonna die!
sigh maybe i really need to just leave you.. its the best way.. say what you have to say to me.. i dont care anymore.. i just really want to live my life alone..
i dunnoe what im doing but what i know is, i just want to live my live on my own.. you might think that i dont need you, i do.. but this is a risk i need to take.. i cant let you be there when im sleeping.. and dont worry, you will forget me sooner or later.. trust me, most of them do.. :(.. i confirm you.. you will..for now maybe no, but sooner or later, you will!