this past few weeks, someone had change my life.. someone who is independent, smart, adorable, sweet, caring, understanding and loving.. someone who knows to soften my heart when my heart is as hard as a rock.. someone who believes that everything that is happening in this world is in the hands of god.. someone who thought low of themselves but in the eyes of others, they are great.. its really hard to let go of them huh? but what if you are really close to them.. you started to like them.. you started to get jelous easily and emotional easily? urm, what does that mean? hmm.. it's confusing isnt it? you will start to think so many negatives thoughts.. you will start to think of giving up on them but you couldnt seem to get them out of your head.. then sometimes they made you feel so sad but still you only want them to stay.. you wanna say you love them so bad but you dun want to scare them away.. then you wish you can let them understand that you want to be more than just a friend..you wish that they love you.. hmm.. right? heh:/
