Tuesday, 24 March 2009
{ 9:11 pm }
i've always wonder what would happened if we were still together?
if we ever survived our relationship together, i think it would be true love uh.. MAYBE! but look at you now.. what have you become?! where were the old you that i've always known? i know i have nothing to do with you now but you promised me.. you promised that we still kep in touch even though we are so far away... you promised me that no matter what, you'll think of me and my family before doing anything.. but now? where is all your promises? do you know that, the letter you gave me, i felt like burning it..i never wanted to read them ever again.. it's really heart breaking seeing you in that kind of state! think of papa and mama la pls.. what you do now is not what they had in mind for you tau..
i know i have no power anymore in your life like i had when we were together but as a friend, im begging you to stop it la.. just dont make you family worry bout you.. its just stupid la.. i know you are going to read this and thinking that i paw tow you and shit but i dun care..i mean you shouldnt care.. if you had the guts to do what you did, why must you be mad at me for posting this right? so yea.. just as a friend uh, dun do what you are doing anymore pls.. i know its a different world out there than singapore.. their world are wide and free.. and there's alot of places you can encounters.. but why must you do all that stuff? im really really sad for you.. i thought you can be an example to Rose tau.. she's only a kid.. still a young kid.. dont show her stuff that is not right.. hais..
im really2 sad after reading that letter.. i hope you really think through.. do it for you parents if not for me... really! try to stop.. i dun want you to ruin your life.. trust me.. hais...
you know i love you alot.. and you told me you love me too, so pls,as your bestfriend, for me, stop it..
take care.. ill give you a call if im free okey? and hopefully you and your family come and visit me when you are not busy.. k? i really miss you.. hais.. i really hope you think through.. im off.. hais..