Sunday, 30 November 2008
{ 8:44 pm }
i think you guys never wish me luck! ergh..
haha! we lost against anza! wont tell the score embarassing! lol..
anw, they play fcuk up with us, so we played fcuk with them!
they think they big, they can use vulgar at us is it..
hey you fcuking anza! you can kiss my fcuked up ass coz we wont back off if you try threatening us.. go to hell.. we might lose but our pride is there.. so dont give a damn shit with us! and no.9, if you wanna come and speak fcuk with me, be my guest uh! im little not scared of you sia! if i ever see you again, be ready mate!
whoah, im done with that shit.haha..sorry people, alot of tension at the field there..
because they played harsh with us.. so screw them..anw!
nxt week, no training for the whole week..but maybe might have training
with the singapore team..haish.. i dont know how long i can hold on sia.. coz my left ankle is killing me.. darn.. oh well, hope i got badly injured so i dont need to come for training..lol..xP..
Saturday, 29 November 2008
{ 9:52 pm }
hello wello..
im actually in no mood to talk about anything right now..
but im freaking bored! anw.. firstly i liked to talk about how most of my friends have changed..yerp they changed tremondously...no doubt about it.. tell me, you know your friends for quite some time and out of the blue, u found out that they werent what you expect or think they would do.. you know, its a state of shock, dissapointment and despise.. i mean unless they are different in a berfaedah way, i'll be happy to celebrate but this situation is totally different..
im not gonna say what they do or who they are.. you guys should know better..
i want to help but for what? they didnt appreciate me in the first place..they should think of their family and friends(the good ones) whom care and love them before doing this kinda stupid and crazy stuff.. i will try and help them to stop whatever they are doing wrong and should not be doing, if that doesnt work.. honestly, screw them..they want to destroy their future, go ahead, be my fucking guest!
so as i was saying, the second thing i wanna talk about is, this coming december, the first december.. wohoo.. im gonna meet my friend's parent for the first time..well in the phone her mum was excited to see me..hopefully they will like me.. so nervous! what the hell should i wear?! fcuk! got nothing to wear sia..ahhaha.. hmm.. nvm worry bout that later.. hmm, meeting her at jurong interchange, then meet her family at dunnoe where la.. im going to be a volunteer for the aids thingy this coming 1st december..woohoo.. so excited.. finger-cross, i hope her father is not strict..heee!
lastly! tomoro i got a soccer match againts new zealand school..forget its name..Anzhar? Azar? Anzar? or something..lol..somewhere there la.. lol.. yea.. wish us luck! bye2!!tc!
Friday, 28 November 2008
{ 9:30 pm }
We went off to jalan besar stadium..
me, firdaus, haikal and jack...
we were chosen for the under-15 singapore team trial..
but only trial uh.. so yea.. we went to jalan besar stadium at around 3..
then had a match against the YOG again..but this time we won..
we won to 3-0.. i played in the second half as the center midfielder.. as always..
but i would really like to play as a striker..i think im more capable there..
but its the coach decision so might as well take it..
so yea.. im not sure if we got in the team but the coach told us to come
for training nxt week.. so yea.. i hope we get selected and represent singapore in the future..wow how great would it be if we get to be in the singapore team! whoah! nice... well, i hope so..
Tuesday, 25 November 2008
{ 4:16 pm }
im so bored!
i miss my match againts siglap secondary!! fcuk!
hee..well, im so stressed now..
alot has been going into my head for recent weeks..hell! always uh!
hmm.. putri's has gone to genting!! how fun! gonna miss her lor!
my bro's gone to brunei..not gonna say i miss him..lol.. he'll be
back in a few days..
hais..i just wish someone out there that i can easily talk with and understands how i exactly feel..hmm..oh well, keep on dreaming then! hais.. bye!
Sunday, 23 November 2008
{ 8:49 pm }
Happy birthday to my dearest sister, Siti Aisyah Bte Mohd Yazid!
wow..you're 20 now.. and i bet in few years time..you're gonne get married to abg yasser..hahha... alhamdullilah..if can get married next year so i can have a niece or nephews.. muahaha.. although you a pain in a ass and really irritating.. i know that is for my own well-being and i'm learning from you.. well not really..heh.. but you get my point.. ok.. urm..i hope all your wishes come true..and get a stable job! hee..bye!!
{ 1:06 pm }
Boy meets girl, girl likes boy..It was your typical story, but I
Was hard to get, I made you wait ..And you kept your eye on the prize
And it paid off 'cause we found love ..And everything fit like a glove
Perfect…or so it seemed to be to me
Tell me is this worth it
Girl, nobody is perfect
So what, so what am I supposed to do when every time I try to walk away
There's always something that reminds me I should stay, yeah..
Girl I know I should be strong but girl it feels so wrong, holding on
It's so much easier said than done
We spent some time when you were mine
Tell me where it all went
You promised me, you'd never leave
Do you break all your promises?
Just like you broke my heart so easily
Saying you love me was just a tease to me
I wanted the real thing but you lost the feeling for me
And now, is this worth it
When we're both hurting
I know you can't hide it from yourself
I know we've had our ups and downs
You need some time alone
Maybe it's best we go our own ways
But it's so hard..
......
Saturday, 22 November 2008
{ 11:35 pm }
hey..
nothing happened much...
so i wont really talk much here..
well.. im gonna tell what im gonna do during holidays here..
for every tuesday and thursday ill be having soccer training or match
some times 8am-10am or 3pm-5pm!
for the rest of the days, im free, or if not i will have plans..so, yea..
oh.. i'm not sure if i have my phone with me for a few days.. on maintanence..hee..
not sure uh..but for now i have..let's say if i dont reply your msgs or call.. most probably i dont have my phone with me..
so..hee..ok i have nothing to say already. bye!
Thursday, 20 November 2008
{ 7:49 pm }
these people here are some of my favourite chefs.
they are my inspiration to fulfill my dreams.. i really like to meet them one day and just chat with them and learn how to be a better chefs from them.. wohoo! haha!
{ 7:35 pm }
hey!
alright..yesterday had friendly mathc againts our future singapore youth olimpik singapore team.. eventually we lost..2-0.. but it was just the first half of the match as it was raining heavily at jalan besar stadium..and i got to tell you..jalan besar stadium is so big!! bloody crap..i almost die playing out there..haha..ok..after that went to beach road to eat..but i shared with firdaus since he owe me 2 bucks..haha..anw! today had another match againts macpherson secondary.. we won..6-1.. but it doesnt really matter if we win..but it matters how we play the game..and it wasnt that good.. we were quite awful.. i mean not to coach expectation..but we gonna try harder..hmm..then next tuesday got another match against siglap.. then on thursday we gonna continue our match againts th youth olimpic team.. so yea.. hmm very the tired..haha..my left hand is screwed..my left ankle also screwed..i have no idea how im gonna survive this thing..hmm.. ok..
im lazy to write la..hahah..
bye..
Wednesday, 19 November 2008
{ 11:23 am }
alright people..
got something to share with you guys.
i met someone.. her name i wont say cause it's not important.
she is 14 this year..she's very beautiful.. very smart..
and i only met her few days ago through my friend..
she's very friendly and honest.. she like sports and music..
she's easy to talk to and with...
but what im gonna say here is gonna shock you guys..
and im really sorry to her.. i cant keep it la.. its really saddening.
so yea.. she has aids.. not because she had sexual intercourse with anybody..it just that she had it since young from her parents.. to tell you honestly, she really doesnt deserve this kind of diseases.. its just unfair to her.. she is really kind and generous for a 14 years old.. in that few days of knowing her, she had never complain to me about her disease and never regret having her parents as a parents.. she is one strong girl.. i admire that.. and she's really pretty and clever.. why must it be her? why couldnt it be those kids who have no life one?! those kids who only know to show off how tough, cool or smart they are.?? ok, im being mean.. no one deserve that.. but seriously uh, she dont deserve what she has now.. its unfair to her.. hmm.. and she doesnt have REAL friends eversince her friends knows about her disease.. only her bf and family are near to her although her bf's parents neglected her.. her bf stood up for her.. wow..that's good.. i mean whats wrong with aids? it wont spread just by touching, saliva or any of that sort what? only through sexual intercourse and blood transfer and through drug thingy.. so yea..no nid to worry uh..i realy hate her friends.. her friends used her seh! mother-fcukler btol! thier friends ask her to do whatever they want and she does it.. this is because her friends said, she can only be thier friends if she follow what they said.. and she is too soft hearted..even her bf cant do anything.. but one day, im gonna meet thier friends with her bf to talk with them..if talk doesnt work, my hands and feet will move..so yea..
so i hope, she can lead a happy life ahead coz she's a bright girl.. she can go far.. what only putting in her way is that disease.. but im sure there is somebody out there to help her.. but for now, she needs support from her family and bf.. hmm..
best wishes from me! and sorry if i let this out..i just want others to know that you're not different from us.you do have feelings..so screw them who is scared anf hate you..:))
Wednesday, 12 November 2008
{ 4:40 pm }
hello people..
its been a while since i posted..
so im posting right now..
for the last few days i had music production thing in school..
we had the chance to make our own songs and record them in a real music studio which we gonna be going tomorow..how cool is that?? the cooliest..i know! so yea..im excited already..i was in a group which consist of 4 members altogether.. me, haikal, haziq and 2/1 kid..(sorry forget name) so our song is kindof a heavy metal song..so yea..its not the best song ive made..but its the first song ive made with music background..hahaha..so yea.. tomorow gonna record our songs at the music studio..
wohoooo..best nye!!!!!
im really not in the mood to blog now..actually im not in the mood for anything right now.. a lot of stuff are in my head..so just try to understand..im really confused in life right now.. but ill stay strong..so friends, dun worry..
Friday, 7 November 2008
{ 1:19 pm }
yesterday went to suntec city to watch my brother's performance..
then met firdaus and sherry..then walk2 at marina square..then i went to my grandma house..eat..then went to mak long's house to take things..then went to eat again at habib's then go home..so my friend had this problem.. i hope you dont mind saying this here..but you know..i just cant take it.. haha.. he has a problem with his girlfriend uh.. you see, they have been together for quite some time and he really love her..but what he thinks is that his girlfriend doesnt treat him like how she treat him before.. it seems like his gf is like lazy to treat him.. so i ask him if she still contacts you or not or stuff.. he said no, he usually was the one whom msgs her or call..so i said, yea, ok..does she reply back? he said, its either she dont reply back or she reply later..when he ask why reply late, she'll give excuses such as she was sleeping, she didnt realise and stuff.. well i said maybe its true..but then he said, she wasnt like that before..so i ask maira bout this..she said maybe the girlfriend is busy or something..blahblahblah..so i told whatever maira told me..then he said, he'll see how.. haha.. kesian die.. well, hope you guys can still be alright..bye!hope does mine
Wednesday, 5 November 2008
{ 8:15 pm }
hello earthlings!
hmm..let me start with what happened yesterday...
our soccer team had our first friendly match..
well, it didnt turn out as what i expected..obviously we lost 3-0 to regent secondary..
no doubt that they are much better than us..but i think we have the fitness..coz they can play for the first 10-15 mintues only..after that, they cant play..but still they could beat us..oh well,. its our first game anw..so yea..its really a dissapointment..but its ok, coach said we still have a lot of time to improve..so yea..we nid to work freaking hard..honestly..haha..then today. i had leadership enrichment at scool..so yea..thought it would be seriously boring..but it was ok la..leart alot of being a leader..so yea..
it was ok-ok la..could be more fun la..but it was ok..we had some activities/games..it was fun la..then had recess, then go to ite room.. had a talk and activities..lastly survey..as usual..i dont get it..it always ends with survey..but, whatever you know..just folow the flow..haha..till we meet again! goodbye!
i feel like im a nobody
Saturday, 1 November 2008
{ 12:26 pm }
you know what bothers me right now?
BOREDOM! yea.. and its been just 2 days. im bored to death!
wanna go out, but couldnt.. and even if i went out.. have no idea where to go to..
hmm..ok..anw, ive been having stomach ache since the last 3 days.. and it really irritating.. coz like its like every hour im gonna have it.. well..whatever.. and i know, il eat medicine or some thing.. fine ill do that..X!
im missing girlfie la! ergh! its been four days! and im freaking miss her.. her prepaid is low..wanted to buy for her prepaid card but im out of cash..hais..
i wonder what she is doing right now.. i hope she is fine.. hais..bingit seh!
haha..
