Easier said than done<3

Tuesday, 28 October 2008 { 9:30 pm }

whoah! ok!
today nothing that i did was interesting sia!
but had cca today! and omg i tell you, with my conditions like this!
i wil die very soon.. so people, remember me.. haha..
yea, training was tough as usual but today was toughest as i didnt feel well..
i was having cough and migrane.. which really sucks coz i really cant concentrate that well.. oh well, this thursday we have soccermatch against regent secondary.. haha..a friendly match.. muahaha..good luck to us! muhahaha

Monday, 27 October 2008 { 5:52 pm }

do i have really that much time??
i guess not.. hmm..its really frustrating knowing this..
guess what he said is true, live your life to the fullest.. wow..
im like really sick right now.. i wanna go soccer training tomorow.. but im not in good shape! ergh.. stupid la!

P.S I Love you

Friday, 24 October 2008 { 10:03 pm }

ok people!
today went raya..haha.. i know lame but its still the month of hari raya..
so screw you.. haha.. anw, there were me, khalisah, haikal, khairah, firdaus, muhaimin and fariz altogether.. went to meet at mcdonald at around 4.. we were trying to call mdm fazila and mdm latifah since then but no one picked it up so we waited at lot one mcdonald till around 5 and decided to go mdm fazila house first although she wasnt at home.. so we waited under her block.. waited and waited till she came with her oldest daughter.. then we went up to her house.. her house is pretty.. haha.. so yea.. she has five children.. 4 girls and 1 boy.. and im devoted to the boy.. i dont know why.. maybe he is the same size as me.. and man he is heavy.. haha.. urm i think 13kg for a 16 months old.. so yea.. he is very healthy! lol.. ouh then we tried calling mdm latifah but she didnt pick it up..so we msg her.. still no reply untill a few minutes later.. she said she had gone to the clinics to have her eyes checks.. so yea. we hang out at mdm fazila's house till 8.30.. urm oh yea.. i still remember mdm fazila son's name.. if im not wrong its; Hyrul Bahtria! i think the spelling is like that.. wow! the name is unique! haha.. and guess what? i made him go to sleep.. hee.. he slept motionless on my lap.. haha.. he's so cute.. here are some pictures of him.. take a look!

there's more.. but here are some.. hee..
lazy to upload more.. so yea.. he's really cute uh.. especially when he smiles..
haha..k.. gtg.. bye!

{ 1:32 pm }

hmm.. well, i dont wanna fight and bring this matter up anymore..
im at fault..im the one whom brought the matter up.. so im sorry.. i dont want to argue..and you are right.. like always.. i promise i wont forget you guys.. and i know you guys trust me.. and sorry that i doubt you guys.. so yea.. sorry.. and i know you guys will ignore my apologise and say i merepek and stuff.. i know you guys.. but i guess you dont know me.. so yea.. and whatever promises you made which i oso dont know what, i promise too.. haha.. so yea.. putri and khalisah, im sorry.. and if you dont wanna be in the same class with me.. yea i know.. i mean who want to.. im a loser, not a good friend and much more stupid things.. i know.. so yea.. and i didnt say this just to make you guys feel pity or anything.. i really mean it.. this is how i feel about myself.. that's why i feel that i better die then living.. why should i be alive when i made you guys angry only.. so i better be off dead.. but i guess its too late coz im recovering.. and im regretting it..sorry! hee

Thursday, 23 October 2008 { 7:50 pm }

hey people!
today was fun! i think! had some speech by mr.k!
haha.. mr.kong was funny uh! he knows how to make people laugh uh!
although he always have that mean look, he is very fun if you know him!
well, he and i are friends! lol ^^! so yea, after that had to do this wishes thing on a piece of paper.. i was lazy to do it so i do anyhow.. then had recess.. i gave babygirl the anniversary gift..hee.. thought she hates it but in fact, she loves it.. i gave her the winnie the pooh soft toy..heee.. after that, had form teacher period! we recieve our report book sia! guess what? im promoted to sec 3/2!! hee..
and my members are all in the same class! hee..and the best part is, babygirl is the same class as mine!! haha.. shiok seh..but my marks arent expecting the expectancy..??? makes sense? no? too bad!haha

BUT!!! putri and khalisah has a problem.. they dont trust me enuff! im really dissapointed uh.. i thought as a friend they know me and trust me uh.. but they dont.. hais.. they think im gonna forget them when babygirl is goin to be joining class with me.. like wth uh.. arent im spending time with them even when me and her are together? its not like im gonna stick with her like 24/7! its like they dont trust me uh.. and they promise that we will never be apart.. and yea, that's a promise ill keep uh.. but i dont think they trust me.. so what can i do? i let them think of thier own uh whether to trust me or not..sheesh..

hmm.. after that did some spring cleaning! but i only see, macalino, dalvin, me and li zhe doing the cleaning and the rest just sit down and wait to leave the class.. such lazy ass! haha.. after that, we discuss on the class outing.. hmm..3rd/4th november.. hee.. we're having a picnic at east coast if anyones interested? haha.. no only our class! bluek!

let see.. after that went playing soccer at the street soccer court.. around 2.30 i went to celebrate my annivesary with babygirl.. we walk around bukit panjang.. hee.. it was fun.. then from there, we went all the way back to the street soccer where me and gang played soccer.. then played for awhile.. then went to lot one.. antar baby at interchange then went to macdonald! wait for other members then went back home!

THE END!

Wednesday, 22 October 2008 { 8:02 pm }

hey!
im blogging! hee.. today was fun.. i guess..
hmm, came to school around 7.15.. hmm yea.. then after that got talk by mr.chan at special room 6. hmm.. like wth uh..like when mr.chan shows the first slide of the powerpoint..got firedrill.. walau! like so hot uh! we al gathered at school field! like omg! so hot..haha..after that had our recess then after that go science centre!

hmm, at science centre, there's other school duhh.. then when we first came out from the school bus, the other school was loking at us uh.. then we stare balik uh.. like always, me, khalisah, putri, munawar and the rest stare at them uh.. then they look away.. hee.. fierce tk? lol.. no la, we stare not because we wanna fight, but only wanna know what school they are from.. so yea.. then, we had free tour around science center uh..i was freaking bored! like always.. we took pictures but not much.. hee.. hmm..

oh yea almost forgot.. somebody asked my gf for her number.. haha.. very funny.. girlfie and her friends were outside the toilet and me and friends were inside toilet.. when i went out.. there's a group of guys talking to them.. i dont really mind la.. then girlfie ran towards me and hang on to my arms and push me away.. then she said that guy want her number.. haha.. then i was like, ouh haha.. ok.. i really dont mind la, i mean if girlfie want to make friends with him, why not? but only friends uh no more than that.. keke.. i admit i was abit jealous uh.. but i dun see why she cant have any guy friends.. haha.. but she refuses.. so i was abit relief when she says that, that means her heart are meant only for me.. awwww.. so swit.. lol.. muhaha.. well, when i knew that girlfie was asked for her number. i recalled that i was asked for my number myself.. haha.. not long before her's.. this girl, (dunnoe what school uh) she came up to me and asked for haikal's number..but i said haikal have a girlfriend.. then she said she also want my number uh.. then i said, i also have girlfriend.. then she was like alarh!! haha.. then i said sorry..and she walked away.. muahahah.. but she seems nice uh.. but i dont wanna have any disturbance with my phone coz my bills is high! haha..

hmm..after science center, we went back to school.. but me and fir went to my house to change my school shoe.. then went lotty to meet fir's gf.. hmm.. then meet haikal, then eat at long john silver.. then we went back to school for cca.. but thank gos, our beep test was cancel.. haha.. ended up just playing possesion play.. hee! best uh.. but last part tiring uh.. must sprint and stuff! ergh tired uh! now my left ankle is killing me uh! shittos! hee.. k uh..

that's all folks.. ouh ya! tomoro my 1 month with girlfie! hope she like what i bought for her.. hmm and tomoro im certain that we get our report book! hehehe..
alhamdullilah!
tc! bye2!

Monday, 20 October 2008 { 7:29 pm }

heyho!
you should know by now why i blog!
yes! BOREDOM! hee.. gr8! you guys know me well! hehe..

so school was freaking boring! B.O.R.I.N.G! yes! w had this survey thingy to do and like wth! its so complicated uh..and those two boring teachers had to take us for the survey! double the boring! and that teachers' being a bitch again! hate her!
okok.. hmm..

whoah! pity munawwar sia! his gf msg him saying that she fell in love with his ex! that was one thing! the other thing is, she still scan say that she still love munawar.. i mean cmon wth! pick a guy and get a freaking life uh! tk ikhlas nk syg orng just say uh! sorry uh bro, hat's how i feel.. anw, i told him to let her go if she still love her ex, if not, he can still be with her but she has to forget about her ex! haha.. clever or not? muahahhaa.. but munawar is in depressed! hais2!

after school, went to canteen..thought of lepaking with firdaus and sherry but got to know that they are celebrating their anni together..so tkkn nk kacau! hmm.. so i relax one corner uh.. then went home..but met girlfie and her gang at mcdonald! thought of going jurong meet my friend but i ended up lazy! so i went back home.. total boredom! i eat then do some push ups but accidentaly fall asleep.. cool right!?
hmm, after that, wake up and now doing this thing! hee..
hmm tomorow i have inter-house games sia! mm.. well, i have to do my best..but wednesday got training! die2! lol.. beep-test! succker!hope i get to level 10 uh! hopefully!

ok people! now i have to go! so bye2! till we meet! ??? haha..

Sunday, 19 October 2008 { 7:18 pm }

Hello2 people!
whoah, its been so long since ive posted!
well, its all due to my lazyness! sorry guys!
hmm..what had happened eh recently?

well, me and friends, khalisah, putri, haikal, firdaus,
rossafiq and khairah went to fariz's open house just now at around 1.30pm.
hmm..it was ok, we thought of swimming when we get there, well at least for me, the rest malas. and what luck, it rained. so had to go fariz's bedroom and we went playing ps2 that fariz owns. hmm well, i was anxious to play soccer. haha.. eventually, i lost everygame! damn! lol.. wth uh.. nvm ps2 is so last season.. im good a xbox controller..i think.. i do win my cuzzins in soccer.. lol.. then after that went to causeway point! play arcade and oh now i owe haikal $8! i bought something and he help me pay for it.. well he cashed out $3. and the other $5 from the meal he paid for me. he is my life saviour uh.. haha.. im lucky to have him as a bestfriend although he usually beat me up for no good reasons! asshole! lol..jkjk..then after that go walk2 then dun have anywhere else to go, we went home..

what else? hmm.. now im bored seh. my father say he goona call me then go out.. but havent been calling since! hmm..now im waiting uh so boring!!!!! help!! lol..bsk school seh! hmm..nvm hope she go school..lol..

recently having this bad dreams..i dun wanna talk about it.. lets just say that i really hate this dreams and i dun ever wanna lose her! and bie, im sorry bout the trusting thing.. i trust you but its my dreams thing and all other stuff that it in my head..its like i cant think properly..and this dreams is playing in my mind.. hmm.. im glad that you understand me.. i really love you. hee.. and please try not to worry.. ill be okay! like you said, you are always okey.. and so am i! :)
whoah cant wait for this coming thursday the 23rd! hee!

ok people i think that's enuff! im bored and this is for you guys! so yea!
tc and peace out!

Thursday, 9 October 2008 { 10:58 pm }

hello!
today went out with vs members and our own partners and friends..
okok..so we went to meet everyone at lisah's house at around 11..
but i met putri and faris at lot one mcdonald and have breakfast as well..
then meet maira under muhaimin's block.. then went off to lisah's house..
then we lepak at her house about halve an hour or so..then went off to next house which is sherry's then the rest.. so it was lisah, sherry, faris, firdaus, maira, huda, haikal, putri, hirzi and mine.. we didnt went to muhaimin house as some of our members couldnt go back late..so we went straight to my house..so we all lepak at my house for awhile..

then my mother la..haa..sebok je..i knew she gonna disturb maira. so i jut let her..she does that to all my other ex's..haha..but some she like, the rest she dissapprove..well, seems like she likes maira..alhamdullilah..lol..but i pity maira..cause she was totally scared..and bie, im very2 sorry for what happened at faris apartment juat now..it wasnt intentional..i swear..if you ngah baca nie..i minta maaf bnyk3! i rasa totally bersalah..tk bedek..hmm..sorry k..love you so the much!

k im freaking tired, so we'll chat soon!

TOMOROW GOT STUPID DNT THING LA SEH! FCUK!

{ 8:50 am }

WOhoo!
yesterday was the last paper!
im free! haa.. so far, exams was better and abit easier than other test that ive done last time..hmm..so i studied like 24/7 for nothing coz most of the questions are the ones that i know and memorize by heart..seriously..but not all uh..
haha..k, next two weeks is gonna be school holiday till next year! wohoo..im gona go clubbing..haha no la..jkjk..
today i go out again, go jalan raya with my members! wee..muahahahahha..
k la..im seriously malas nk post!! so bye!

Saturday, 4 October 2008 { 11:57 am }

hello earthlings!
i know its been ages since i post..
well, you guys wont miss me anw..lol
so, 1 months of fasting has ended..
and hari raya had started..
hari raya this year is ok..but we have been to like less than 8 house la..
and sumore its end of year exam to all students..like wth..
so must enjoy while stress..like wth..but i no stress ne..because i always releks..
ehemehem..here are some photos taken since the first day of raya!

this are some pictures, there's more but all my face like shit..so haha..too bad!
gonna post soon..got exams la oi! need to study..ehem2!!