cleaning up the house again! wow..was tiring uh. the whole day cleaning up the whole house..havent even reach the third week or fasting month, and my mum wanted to clean the house..eventually it will get dirty before raya..hais..anw, today me and family break fast at my cousin's house..mak ngah's kebab was out of the world!! wohoo! lol..very tasty.. we bought food also like nasi lemak and stuff.. then we take some furnitures that mak ngah's doesnt want, so if you guys come for raya, there will be alot of new things..lol..oh yea, my back is hurting like one hell..i cary this big table alone la seh..the rest not strong enuff..i dont wanna brag but i really did carry it alone..and i almost give up coz the pressure from my back hurts! well, im ok now..a bit sick..ill see if ill be going to school or not tomorow..but i think ill be going..hmm..dun wanna miss any lessons..exams are near..no more fooling around..my dad wants me to aim for university..and if that what he will be proud about..i might consider it..lol..hmm..so much pressure.. hmm..hais..
i just wish i could forget about her and lead a life anew...but i just cant bear to leave her..why did i recover? why must i live? it will just be a heartbreaking and dissapointing life..isnt it? errgh..
