Thursday, 25 September 2008
{ 5:36 pm }
YAW!
ok exams have started today!
and what a nice day it was..NOT!!
i screwed up in literature exam just now.
it was damn tiring uh my hand..its funny coz whne you you see my paper, the first two page, my handwriting is good, comes the next page, it sucks to the core..wel actually my handwriting has always been suckish..anw, yea, then got compositon and letter writing for english paper one!! OMG, I screwed up also la..i think..it doesnt link to anything..seriously.oh yea, My DNT! im now actually failing it..unless i give my artifacts and journal..which the journal i lost..well too bad..hais..havent even finish exams, i know my dnt i fail..omg! haha..
oh then went lot one with my buddies! Firdaus,Faris and Muhaimin. then went to chua chu kang park because firdaus want to meet his gf!! hmm.. so the rest of us play playground then we decides to rest..then susila called us and they went to meet us at chua chu kang park..wee, i meet Girlfie! then we sat down..then susila started talking rubbish..not bad rubbish but funny rubbish.i dont know, maybe it just her..lol..then we just chat and stuff..we were in one pondok, fir and sherry were in another..haha..then after some time, we go back to lot one..wanted to send girlfie home but i had to meet mother pulak! haiya..nvm..i meet her tomoro again mah! YAY!
then sent her at interchange at meet my mother at lot one!
k la, tomoro got malay exams! ergh! think im going to just pass..well! we'll see!
take care!
love Girlfie!!
Wednesday, 17 September 2008
{ 10:26 pm }
Baby love~
im sorry. i really am. i dont know what or how you feel about me now.
im so sorry. if u feel sad about what happened, its no different of how im feeling right now. i have to do what i had to do. i havent explain to you further of why i had to do it. i love you. but i think you are better of with someone much more better than me. i mean, i dont have the looks, the body, the charm..i dont have anything..im sorry..i just dont feel that im giving you a happy life..its hard..ive known your parents, they are really nice people! i love them just like i love mine.. your dad is awesome, he is like my dad only that he is more like a brother than a father. you mum, i just wanna say sorry to her if im not what she was looking for. i still love them. im sorry! dont worry, ill visit you and your family when im free kay..and say to Adik Ros Mariana that i love her too.. she's so cute..i hope she still love me..hmm.. if you reading this, i really apologise and you can always treat me as a friend! we'll be in touch kay babylove?! im sorry. :(
Sunday, 14 September 2008
{ 10:47 pm }
cleaning up the house again! wow..was tiring uh. the whole day cleaning up the whole house..havent even reach the third week or fasting month, and my mum wanted to clean the house..eventually it will get dirty before raya..hais..anw, today me and family break fast at my cousin's house..mak ngah's kebab was out of the world!! wohoo! lol..very tasty.. we bought food also like nasi lemak and stuff..
then we take some furnitures that mak ngah's doesnt want, so if you guys come for raya, there will be alot of new things..lol..oh yea, my back is hurting like one hell..i cary this big table alone la seh..the rest not strong enuff..i dont wanna brag but i really did carry it alone..and i almost give up coz the pressure from my back hurts! well, im ok now..a bit sick..ill see if ill be going to school or not tomorow..but i think ill be going..hmm..dun wanna miss any lessons..exams are near..no more fooling around..my dad wants me to aim for university..and if that what he will be proud about..i might consider it..lol..hmm..so much pressure..
hmm..hais..
i just wish i could forget about her and lead a life anew...but i just cant bear to leave her..why did i recover? why must i live? it will just be a heartbreaking and dissapointing life..isnt it? errgh..
Saturday, 13 September 2008
{ 9:44 pm }
Today was fun.
went out with ikhtiari and sulastri.
we go break fast together at cineleisure..
if im not the spelling is like that..
aidil was suppose to follow but he didnt wanna go cause he want to watch soccer..haiya...anw,went kfc to eat.. finally i got to went out with them..
it would just be complete if aidil was around..next time he must go..after exams uh..lol..hmm..well after so long havent seen each other, ari was taller than me..sulastri looks some kinda different..she actually prettier than before..lol..
hah..here are some picture we took in the train on the way back home..
-so anw! take care and pass you exams..lol..???
Friday, 12 September 2008
{ 6:56 pm }
its not always the things that i want, ill get.
its not what i want from you but its more of what i want that coming out from you.
i know its hard to understand but you'll never know now..
i dont know. im feeling weird.. hais..i guess im ended like this..
fate? reality? hmm..i guess i need to figure that out..
but always remember this, ill always love you no matter what happened..
its just that i dont really show it. and im here for you.. even if you have another guy by your side, im always there around you.. i just hope you realise that..;/
Sunday, 7 September 2008
{ 5:54 pm }
hello!
ok, this whole week has been a total boredeom for me cause i do nothing but studying and mugging! well actually i follow my mood! so you know, i hardly had rest, but i know exams are near and i do not want to fail my exams..i mean for those losers who have no lives and wants to play all the time, they can go to hell! cause they never realise that schools are actually important in our daily lives..without a degree or good grades, you can never survive..especially in singapore! seriously..ive come to realize that now! weee!
ok..tomorrow is a new term, i think..so i really need to concentrate in class! no more deely-dally for me no more! its time to focused, and i mean serious focused! hais..exams are like near the corner..corner of what, corner of my butt! before i get screwed from my dad, i better work hard for this year streaming!! omg, you have no idea how scared i am..oh well, its up to me then!! lol,;)
oh thank you love, for emailing me last time..i really miss you alot..i just wished you come back here in singapore! i wanna hug you again! hais..i miss the times we shared..seriously..and seeing you crying at the video, hais, brings me back when i made you cry..hais..nevermind..not gonna elaborate any further or ill start crying! which im not right now!!!! pluu...
so anw, im bored, so im posting..oh guess what, my cuzzin just had a new baby..her name if im not wrong is Nia Ramadhani. i think..nice right the name?? i hope she is adorable..heee...oh well..i gtg now..tc love you all! haha..
Wednesday, 3 September 2008
{ 9:08 pm }
When your friends suffer over a serious disease, problems or any of that sort..
what would you do?? what would you say?? how will you react??
Now i know how it feels like to be in someones shoes whom has these kinds of serious disease or problems! IM really really sad and very sympathise this kind of people..
but mostly im very2 angry cause some or my bestest of friends encounters and experience this serious things! its just not fair..from all people, why should they be the one suffering? i know its gods will but ergh!! i love them too much to see them suffer! if i could change things, i would just wish the problems and suffering gone from thier lives..i serious would..but of course that's beyond my thinking..what i could do now is be there for them when they need it or all the time, coz i can spare my time with them..anytime...i dunt mind suffering with them..at least it shows them that they are never alone in this world! there is always friends and family to be there for them all the time..and they can count on friends and families..im just saying this to express my feelings..just to let that someone know that i will be there for you even if you are in serious hardship..i will suffer with you..we will overcome it together..that is till my time is up..that is very soon..:/
