Easier said than done<3

Sunday, 31 August 2008 { 9:34 pm }

hello earthlings!
i recently had my cross country! tiring but was ok than last year..
i think its because last year my tamina was low..and this year it boosted up a bit..
i guess..but i still didnt won though..lol..but the most important thing is that i finished the race..haha..i like to congratulate Haikal,Sherry and Susila for getting the top 50 prizes..you guys makes us proud..lol..seriously.. urm..yea i think that's all..

And I like to wish all the muslims SELAMAT HARI BERPUASA!!
especially to my band, VANITY SCREAMS! and MY BESTIES!
i love you guys alot and i hope you guys berpuasa la jgn tidak2..
except for girls..i mean if you have the thing, then you cant puasa..urm, u know what i mean la! lol..so whatever it is..selamat berpuasa yaw!
Cant wait for HARI RAYA!

Thursday, 28 August 2008 { 8:26 pm }

hais..
this is what ive been thinking, saying, dreaming, and doing recently.
i never know where is the path for me..
you know! ergh like sometimes you just feel very lost all of a sudden..
i have nothing, except for friends and i never really tell them how i truly feel deep down inside and stuff..and guys if you reading this, dont ask me cause i have no idea what wrong with me..hais..i dont know what wrong with me la seh!! seriously.. i feel very blur and sick everytime..ergh..hope i die soon..better sia..lol..

anw, just now we celebrate teachers day. so blah3..performance was ok..i guess..blah3..hais..then went teman lisah to her school but we get kicked out instead by the security guard..i dont even know why..haiyo! then we went to macdonald. like usual, lepak2.. then go home.. and the stupid bag! freaking heavy..my back is like gonna crack any time right now..and tomoro still got cross-country! ergh! lazy la seh!

haiaiaiaiaiai! oh yea..if u are reading this maira, i post this because you wanted me too! ergh..your fault maira..lol!

Wednesday, 27 August 2008 { 10:56 pm }

TO SANIAH HUMAIRA...

Thank you for the things you said to me at your blog! haha..i know its a english work..but it still strikes my heart..and im still touched..ok now im being a total gay! lol..i just wanna thank you for letting me know that im at least a good friend to you and stuff..but pls dun depend to much on me cause sometimes i cant handle stuff aight! haha..anw i appreciatte you kindness and i wanna thank you for believing in me and stuff..but if can, i do not want to be the best student leader..cause i cant really lead my whole class..if you know what i mean..lol..haha..but really uh, thank you uh!! from the bottom of my heart uh..lol..

Monday, 25 August 2008 { 8:47 pm }

This Is A Song About Loving Your Bestfriend! cool song..slow and relaxes your mind!
and most importantly, i know how to play the guitar cover of it!! well almost!

Do you hear me,
I'm talking to you
Across the water across the deep blue ocean
Under the open sky, oh my, baby I'm trying

Boy I hear you in my dreams
I feel your whisper across the sea
I keep you with me in my heart
You make it easier when life gets hard

I'm lucky I'm in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again
Ooohh ooooh oooh oooh ooh ooh ooh ooh

They don't know how long it takes
Waiting for a love like this
Every time we say goodbye
I wish we had one more kiss
I'll wait for you I promise you, I will

I'm lucky I'm in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again
Lucky we're in love every way
Lucky to have stayed where we have stayed
Lucky to be coming home someday

And so I'm sailing through the sea
To an island where we'll meet
You'll hear the music fill the air
I'll put a flower in your hair

though the breezes through trees
Move so pretty you're all I see
As the world keeps spinning round
You hold me right here right now

I'm lucky I'm in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again
I'm lucky we're in love every way
Lucky to have stayed where we have stayed
Lucky to be coming home someday

Ooohh ooooh oooh oooh ooh ooh ooh ooh
Ooooh ooooh oooh oooh ooh ooh ooh ooh

{ 7:59 pm }

TO MISS SHAHIRUNNISA'A BINTE NASRI!!:

the previous post, is not meant for you although you always mentioned that you are alone quite a few number of times..its still not meant for you..so jangan terasa..lol..its for someone else..kalau terasa pun boleh uh..haha..coz like i said just now, some kind of you also..but don't take it too heart..its just how i feel..and i know you treasure your friends..:P...

so anw, today was half day yaw! well not exactly, its till 12 pm..anw, after school, the guys wanted to go library to study..i didnt follow coz i was supposed to meet nenek at home..she cooking..haha..very sedap lor, ikan tom yum..wow!! i eat untill i cant even stand..haha..hmm..before that, after school, me, firdaus, faris and muhaimin went to my house..haha..it was funny..i didnt have my home keys and no ones at home..so i told firdaus to break in the window and get the spare keys from inside..haha..so he push the grill windows oto the side and gets in..he took three tries just to get in to a 1 stories buildings..lol..so we lepak at my house for some time..then we went off to lot 1..fir they all met haikal they all and i went out with sherry for awhile..we went to cck park and chat..then went back home..i went to my nenek home..blah3..so now im back home..im stil working on my literature portfolio assignment and my malay homework!! ergh!! ok, ill post soon! hee.tc!

Saturday, 16 August 2008 { 8:06 pm }

hello!
today went jamming again..
hais..i dunnoe why but i kept feeling very tired when we go jamming..its very tiring.. i dunnoe why.."yawn" haha lol..
anw..my back is aching up again..ergh, feel so pissed off man..need to workout more..
going to the gym tomorow with my sister..wee..

i got something to share with you guys about..
its about being alone, with no one..may it be with the special one or may it be without friends..whatever it is..you will never be alone.. yes! you will never be alone coz you might not be aware of it but there's always someone out there who really cares and wants to be with you everyday..trust me..and the only reasons that you feeling lonely is either coz you dont realize that there is somebody there to care about you or you dun feel that there is anybody out there to care about you or wann know how you are and things like that..but im sure there is always somebody out there who care about you..that is one thing the other thing is..you dont appreciate what in front of you.. you take advantage of what there in front of you.. you treat him/her like crap when he/she are always there for you, loving you, care for you and you keep them aside! and you say you are lonely..its appreciation! so dont blame and complain to other's that you are lonely coz there is always someone out there who actually treat you the best..

Thursday, 14 August 2008 { 9:16 pm }

let start off with what i did today!
NOTHING! well mayb till 5.30pm.
i was at home, i didnt went to school..
of some certain reasons..anyway, i was glad i went to gym just now!
it was really an experience of a life time..well not really! but it was refreshing ok! i feel all warmed up! haa..i was still not satisfied with the bloody running thingy..it stopped when i reached 2.8km! ergh! stupid machine! i could still go on!
well there's a next time! i've accomplished a 2.8km run(pfft), 20km running, 15 stories climbing up stairs, 20 crutches, 5 weight lifting(20 kg ok!) and 40 pully thingy, i dun know what that thing is called but it helps to strengthen your chest, thighs and arms..so yea..hmm..still got extra energy on me if its not for my sister who wanted to go home before nine because of the chinese shows! hmm..yea thats all.

there's another thing that i learned and knew this week.. its about losing a special someone, let say your bestfriend, gf/bf..whoever it may be.. it really hurts to see them leave..seriously. i learned this through a very emotional movie.. it was entitled "beach to theripithea" if im not wrong.. its about a boy who loves to draw imaginary things. he wasnt the popular guy in school or any of that sort and doesnt have any friends..but one day, after the summer holiday, a new student was introduced to thier class. her name was lesly. she was very pretty..i mean seriously pretty.. so that was the intro of the story.. ill skip to the middle part.. ok lesly wasnt that popular and have any friends yet..but she tries to make friends with this boy. the boy doesnt seem to be interested coz he thought she might laugh at him if she finds out that he draws an unrealistic and creatures that doesnt exist. but to his surprise she was very impressed with his drawings and she taught the drawings were awesome!! ok yadadadaa...after that, they became friends..one day they went to this forest..they then decides to have thier own secret place just for lesly and that boy..so they found a place, and imaginary place where creatures and beast that never exist in the real world.. they named that place "theripithea"..they had a passage to enter and it is through a bushes.. they had swing thier way across and jumped in the bushes to get through "theripithea" so after school, everyday they would go there.. they were closer than ever..one fine day, that boy was brought to a fieldtrip with his teacher, just the two of them, to the musuem.. but that boy forget that he had a meeting with lesly that day.. after the trip to the musuem, his family was crying and told him that lesly died that evening..lesly fell when she was swinging the rope..the rope broke and led lesly to drowned by the river..the boy couldnt believe what had happened and cried and stuff...

the moral of the story is, treasure the one you love. dont regret when they're gone!
to tell you honestly, i cried when i watch the movie..it was really heart-breaking seeing the two special friends being apart from each other just like that.. i was thinking of someone when i watch the movie.. i wonder how she would have felt when im...urm not gonna brag about it here..privacy..anw, its a 4 star rating movie!! you know why i give four star? because it has no happy ending! ergh..it is really sad! still to know i could see how the boy felt after the tragic accident that happened to his one and only special friend, lesly..the way he cried, the way he acted out, the way he misses lesly..ergh i cant get it out of my head..and its only a movie! they make it so real..i've got to sue the directors for having such great actors..lol..im talking cock i know! shutup! pluu! bee to the yatch!
should go watch..the movie teaches us alot of treasuring the ones love!

Tuesday, 12 August 2008 { 6:55 pm }

well, if you notce all the other post, i didnt put any titles on them because its an everyday activity that im going through. but this time i want to share with you guys a story that happens in my life right now..i mean this problems do occurs in many teenagers nowadays. but listen up.

This "thing" that's happening to my life right now is obviously about relationships..
and im not trying to brag or anything but i know quite a few things that relationships needs and must have. not just to say relationships must have trust, love, care and other minor stuff that relationships need. but if you think about it, doesnt friendships need that kind of things too?? like trust, if you dont trust that person, he/she is obviously not the one you want to be friends with. so what im trying to say is, relationships need more than that. in all my life i've seen my friends being in a relationships and stuff, they were happy at first, but not for eternity.. there wil be something that mess up the vibe and the relationships just screwed.. no offence to the ones who stayed with thier lovers for a long time. hee..
but this is true isnt it, some couples doesnt even reach 2 weeks in thier relationships..wanna know why?

-both doesnt know each other well enough
-just admire because have pretty face
-was forced together because they were perfect couple for each other
-desperate for one
-want to make other's jealous

this are some reasons to unfullfilled couples..and this has what been happening to life for teenagers this days..so for me, relationships do need more time then you think..you may like that person so much but you have no idea who he/she really is.. and this may affect your relationships and your feelings..coz if you pick the wrong person in your life, you may regret it.you may think that the person you like is very sweet and stuff but how swet or nice or talented do you think he is?, he may acted it out in front of you but you might never know..so think about it..

shit i feel like a councellor..FYI, im doing this coz im bored! ok!!

and anw, relationships needs time, understanding, trust and much more..it also needs something extra, i dunnoe what it is, coz different people, different things..like for me, to have a good relationships, me and my partner need to bond really well, we need to share more things and more things we need to build on..somthing like that..and when everytime we meet, its like meeting for the first time..like we want to know each other more! something like that.. all this involve experience, and i hope you had your experience and learned from the mistakes you made. without further a due, thank you ladies and gentlement! ^^ OMGL i totally feel like a counceller..shit! well im bored! pluu!

Thursday, 7 August 2008 { 7:21 pm }

tomorow national day!
today was fun at DNT..
first time dnt fun..wohoo!
haha..anw, today we had rehearsal for tomorow seating arrangement for national day celebration! hmm.. we were rehearse to sing the singapore songs and stuff..haha..
yea.. then after school got pc... sing again..haiya..oh and we were each given a red singapore t-shirt! so nice la..well mostly because its free!! haha..gonna wear them tomorow! weeee..

oh and im totally sorry for not blogging fer a long time,
i was busy and lazy at the same time.. so paham2 je la! lol..
ill post more frequently next time aight! c ya!