Thursday, 19 June 2008
{ 7:39 pm }
to the "......" at my tagboard..
mayb you are right..i dun need to take care of her..
she has a brother and a brother angkat which i have no idea who..
she dun even bother to tell me..well mayb it not my concern..
yea..they are more fun than me..she may not need me..
i rest my case..seriously i would..cause she finds it that, they are more fun than me, they are more suitable to tc of her at school and as well as at home..i agree...putri might say all that, and im not against her coz whatever she wrote there, is true..she knows me like her own brother..she knows what i dun like, what i like..she knows who i am...deep down inside..
i agree that my "gf" deserve much more better...
but what im pissed of is this!!!!
let me ask you this...
how could i ruined her entire life since she doesnt even msg or called me since we were together? and its been a fucking 3 weeks! what have i done to her?? how could i ruined her?? we have not been in touch like 3 weeks and some days..
you know everyday, i waited, hoping for her call! at least to say hello and how ive been! right now you might know that i couldnt called her, coz she scared her mum would take the phone..u must know that since you know her sooo wellll! and i waited like a fucking dog for her call..how do you think it felt..i see other couples, so free, happy, loving..what do i get?? tell me? a long holiday, without my own gf, asking me how am i doing...at least that uh...ill be happy..
i know she wants to be alone..she loves to be alone...but at least, called or something uh...
tell me how i am or at least let me know she is ok...
instead of her asking me how ive been...my old school friends, had the heart to ask me how ive been...?????!!!!!!!! WTH!
and you said, i think of myself..??? what's up with that?!!
can you get the facts right first??? try to think logically for now...think!
who is the one thinking of themselves??!! everytime i look at her pictures, i have a mixed up feeling of happy and regret...u know..its a fucking weird feeling..but i do feel like it...and im confused...
i even asked my cuzzin about this situation...she had it..she was also shocked ok...but she asked me to hold on for my gf! and its driving me crazy man!
i just want to say, what have ive done to her to deserve this??
;(
im sorry to you, girl...
i dun mean to be harsh on you..
its just that i care so much about you that i got really mad sumtimes..
i havent have your side of the story on why u are avoiding me..
i just want to let out my side of the story..
maybe im just over-reacting but im not..i mean how could i? 3 WEEKS?!!!
u also know, it couldnt be over-reacting...
i feel confused right now...
if can, i want to talk to you soon...discuss this matter...
it isnt worth it...:'(
