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Muhd Syafiq Bin Mohd Yazid A.K.A Fyque
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Sunday, 29 June 2008 { 3:15 pm }

Friday, 20 June 2008 { 10:43 pm }

Thursday, 19 June 2008 { 7:39 pm }

to the "......" at my tagboard..

mayb you are right..i dun need to take care of her..
she has a brother and a brother angkat which i have no idea who..
she dun even bother to tell me..well mayb it not my concern..
yea..they are more fun than me..she may not need me..
i rest my case..seriously i would..cause she finds it that, they are more fun than me, they are more suitable to tc of her at school and as well as at home..i agree...putri might say all that, and im not against her coz whatever she wrote there, is true..she knows me like her own brother..she knows what i dun like, what i like..she knows who i am...deep down inside..
i agree that my "gf" deserve much more better...

but what im pissed of is this!!!!
let me ask you this...
how could i ruined her entire life since she doesnt even msg or called me since we were together? and its been a fucking 3 weeks! what have i done to her?? how could i ruined her?? we have not been in touch like 3 weeks and some days..
you know everyday, i waited, hoping for her call! at least to say hello and how ive been! right now you might know that i couldnt called her, coz she scared her mum would take the phone..u must know that since you know her sooo wellll! and i waited like a fucking dog for her call..how do you think it felt..i see other couples, so free, happy, loving..what do i get?? tell me? a long holiday, without my own gf, asking me how am i doing...at least that uh...ill be happy..
i know she wants to be alone..she loves to be alone...but at least, called or something uh...
tell me how i am or at least let me know she is ok...
instead of her asking me how ive been...my old school friends, had the heart to ask me how ive been...?????!!!!!!!! WTH!

and you said, i think of myself..??? what's up with that?!!
can you get the facts right first??? try to think logically for now...think!
who is the one thinking of themselves??!! everytime i look at her pictures, i have a mixed up feeling of happy and regret...u know..its a fucking weird feeling..but i do feel like it...and im confused...
i even asked my cuzzin about this situation...she had it..she was also shocked ok...but she asked me to hold on for my gf! and its driving me crazy man!
i just want to say, what have ive done to her to deserve this??
;(

im sorry to you, girl...
i dun mean to be harsh on you..
its just that i care so much about you that i got really mad sumtimes..
i havent have your side of the story on why u are avoiding me..
i just want to let out my side of the story..
maybe im just over-reacting but im not..i mean how could i? 3 WEEKS?!!!
u also know, it couldnt be over-reacting...
i feel confused right now...
if can, i want to talk to you soon...discuss this matter...
it isnt worth it...:'(

Sunday, 15 June 2008 { 9:36 pm }

Hey hos!
im back from east coast park!
celebrated grandma's birthday, father's day(i guess) and other cuz birthday which i have no idea who! lol..

im now dead tired to be honest..because just now we play rugby, water polo, soccer and dog and bone..and it was freaking tired..bruises is like everywhere!! lol..1st day.was quite fun uh.we play soccer then we walk2 then we play guitar and stuff.it was awesome..
at at night, we went to mcdonalds just to watch fifa spain vs sweden!!!
david villa=ME is soon formed sia...never had ive been so proud of him!! haha..but shiok uh the game...we were like, whoah, goal!!!!!!!! then VILLA was like..yea!!!!!!! and we were like..wooohoooo!!! and he was still yea!!!!! and we were like..ole ole ole ole!! and he was still yea!!!
okok..im done! lol it was fun uh!!! haha...hmm.k la tired uh..photo will be uploaded as soon as i remember my photobucket password! heeee... bye2~!

Thursday, 12 June 2008 { 8:44 pm }

well!
yesterday was freaking great!
went to watch the incredible hulk at around 9.30pm!
at cathay! orchard!
the show is a must watch movie uh..at least for me uh..
i went with my lovely cousins!
juf, ari and eedah! so set off around 7 reach there around 845..
then walk2...
i wasted my freaking money on BEN AND JERRY ICE_CREAM!!!!!!
juf sial bodoh!! ckp murah, pastu bile bayar, pusat nye mahal!!!
hais!! shud have ask, how much first..lol...
well my bad...

after the movie ended around 1145..we had to quickly rush to interchange because of the last train! then sleep over at eedah house coz thats the nearest siblings house uh! because the train stop at kranji! hais...but at the train, because of little people, we do shuffle..lol...i did fer awhile only! heee..not so into shuffle! lol...then went to eedah house, didnt sleep though..play ps2 untill 4 am..then sleep...then wake up around 11.. then lepak2 at home..then go to grandma house!!!!!!
hais...then went home..now at home..bored!BUT, tomoro, got grandma birthday party at east coast..wow..a tiring day sia!! lol....

till here!
tc!

Sunday, 8 June 2008 { 12:44 am }

im missing her day by day
thinking bout her everday
never thought we could be together
seems like a dream come true!
we've been friends for quite some time
and i love every second of it
i wanted more!
you gave me more
but as days goes by
i felt more apart from you then i thought i would be
what happening to us?!
why werent we were before like we use to when we were friends?
to tell you honestly, i felt the love and concern more when we were friends!
seriously, and i thought you could give me more love or concern now that we are together..
but it seems like none has been increasing! mostly decreasing..
i felt miserable then ever..

remember the time i told you about that love thingy that i dun believe?
u were the one who let me believe in it again!
and i did, but not for long..
it happened again, n again! and kept repeating!
this is why i try not to get involve in relationships..
because it hurts!
i tried staying strong for you..
tried to presevere every thing you did,hurting me..
but i kept crying deep inside!
it just hurt the most..
i tried my very best to believe in myself and you..


i know its totally unfair to you..
im here, saying all this crap!
but i had to let it out somehow..
cause everytime i tried to walk away,
there's always something that tells me i should stay!
i know i should be strong, but girl it feels so wrong!
holding on, its so much easier said than done...

i just letting this out because i cant stop thinking about you!
and everytime i think about you, i think that we were happy,
loving couple..but when we meet, i just dont feel it...
i wanted to but you wouldnt let it out..
some people said, boys shud do the first move..
but how can i with you show no interest in me??
i felt awkward..felt like you didnt even care, if i die or live..
mayb im wrong or mayb you just never notice..
i tried to talk this things with you the other time,
"but time doesnt allow it though.."
so i guess, we cant meet up till school reopens
so im letting it out here..

now its exactly 1 am!
and i cant sleep, kept thinking about you..
im not asking fer anything!
i just want to let you figure it out on your own..
and think through what we had become and did we make the right decision..

im sorry, if some of this is harsh on you..
but always remember that i love you and care bout you..
-

Friday, 6 June 2008 { 9:38 pm }

SORRY fer not updating..
dun felt like blogging fer some time!

anyway,

4th june:
went to east coast with members! it was ok, fun, tiring, frustrating..urm, there was, me,haikal,firdaus,faris,hirzi,muhaimin,nazri,amri,sherry,susila,maira,putri,khalisah and sherilyn.
took a bus,31 from bedok interchange and went down before east coast park which was freaking far la seh!! so we went hiking to east coast!! it was freaking tiring uh..even b4 we were there, we were pespiring la seh..walk3 untill we had a spot near shops and beach..so we relaks2 and settle down..then we first start off with eating then we went to play soccer, it was very funny la seh!! haha..then everyone decides to go fer a swim..but then sherry didnt bring extra clothing so she didnt swim..so i also didnt swim lor..hais..so we decide to rent bicycle and cycle lor..so we went cycling..then went we went back, everyone was packing uh..then we had a birthday bash for firdaus..haha..very funny la kan..muahahahahaha....
but, i was freaking tired and my sickness which was freaking frustrating..i cried in the bus because of the pain!!! hehe...but now im ok...so yea..then went back home..yea so that it!!!

for the rest of the weekend:
i went to my grandma house..sleepover!!! heee..
k bye3!!!

Sunday, 1 June 2008 { 8:56 pm }

YLA CAMP WAS THE BEST CAMP IVE EVER GONE TO SO FAR!

RATE: 11/10~ !! haha..

IM A NINJA!
DAY 1:
-met roommates
-got master bedroom(woohoo)
-ice breaking game
-workshop(damn funny)
-mass dance
-practice for performance!

then DAY 2:
-workshop
-bbq
-practice performance!
-we dance this song! we remix the song a bit and the dance steps! we are awesome!
-we slept around 5 am!!! because we practice alot!!! serious sia!
almost had no sleep..

finally DAY 3:
-outdoor activities, dodgeball and etc.
-final rehearsal for camp! it was fun!
-camp finale= we eventually won the best tribe and the most energetic tribe and won the showcase!!! muahahaha..we so rule!!!!
-it was awesome!

i really want to thanked our SL!
-SHOHIL(roommates)
-JANICE(i think uh, forgot her name la)
-VIOLET(SHE SHIOK UH!)
and
-HUEI CHIN(a new comer but she very supportive and cute!)

this are our SL who at least for me thought they are awesome!
and they are!

pictures would be posted somehow later!
for now im dead beat!
so bye2!