Friday, 9 May 2008
{ 6:14 pm }
ive been sick lately and feeling very tired..
i dunnoe..it feels like im having cancer or something..im not lying..
in school last time, i vomit blood..seriously im not kidding..
im dying i think..hais..recently had difficulties waking up, i swear..it feels so different..
i feel weak..very weak..tried hard to cover up in school..last time i play soccer also like that..
i feel so weak..im weak..so weak...
i may die anytime now..i hope soon..
so that no one will feel hurt..no one..
especially that certain someone..may she lead a happy life ahead..
im sorry for all the mistakes ive made..
i dunnoe..its not that i dun want to be it like before..it just that, i dun know how to start..
and ive been really2 sick lately..you might not have notice it in school coz i will never want my
friends to be worried..so i act per normal..im sorry..i really am..i wished i could turn back time..
i really wished..