Saturday, 24 May 2008
{ 8:44 pm }
today was fun..
i went out with, sherry, lukman, zaki, ezzati, amalina and farah hanni..
ok at first..i was really scared, coz i never knew them really well, except for sherry and lukman..
but as we get along and stuff..they are really2 wild and crazy..they are seriously crazy!!!
i made friends with us..
ezzati whom seriously i am afraid with her in school and now i talked to her..
she was the craziest among all of them..zaki also..i didnt know they were jokers la..
i always thought they are like WTV...but they are really not WTV! they are something!
something really hit the spot..very fun..
anw, went to esplanade to watch gentarasa! my sis was one of the dancers!
cool..so around 12 went to meet all, and went to watching at the theater..so many mats and minahs there la seh!! urm..there was also, cikgu latifah and my cuzzin liyana who went there and liyana's friends...cool..mmm..after that went to marina square, to find something to eat..but ended up going peninsular there to eat long john silver which sherry forced me to eat when i cant eat..coz im not a early afternoon eater..i eat at around 5 pm and at night..dunnoe why!!!
after that went walking around bugis junction..then take neoprint..shheesh..lol..then went walking again..and sherry had to go off, coz she had to visit her dad with her mother..not gonna elaborate! then left me alone! sobsob! hmm..but ezzati and all entertaint me! they are jokers! lame jokes, but funny! MCM FARIS NYE JOKES! urm then went to esplanade again! walk2 then had to go home..but the girls..dont want me and lukman to go home..because it was too early..then we tried to cabut..but they tarik2 us..funny sia..then ezzati merajok..but it was an act..not real..but she make it so real..lol..well she is in the drama clubs..lol..urm..then i dunnoe what some more la..urm then went home..funny..funny and weird day! but exciting!
here are some photo's though taken..for me these two photo i think that is cute and cool!lol..
featuring sherry a.k.a daffy and me a.k.a mr oxy??lol
Feat. Amalina,Lukman,Ezzati, Syafiq, Hani!HEE>>BYE!
Thursday, 22 May 2008
{ 7:08 pm }
hello people~
school was boring except meeting my friends! lol
urm..slack during geography, maths and eng..
i fail my science!
pass the other subjects!
i pass my maths! first time in many years! lol..
but i didnt score that well though..but ok for me..still not happy..
lol..
after school..went makan with daffy..
then went shieng shong(or whatever it is called) to buy her friends present for thier birthday..
then went bpp bought her book..lol..she reads book! i read but if the sentence or page i dun understand, i skip..lol..urm..then brought her back home..then i went to hirzi house..met haikal and played some guitar hero and guitar..and went home with haikal!!
it was fun! lol.
tc!
Monday, 19 May 2008
{ 10:02 pm }



so this is picture taken just now..
at causeway..i went with my relatives uh..
meet them at around 4pm..
urm..went causeway to watch "congkak"
a horror..so scary la seh..haish! the funny part is that i watch the movie full..usually i would be like covering my face and wont watch the whole movie..
lol..it was damn scary uh!!!ishk2!
after that went to burger king to eat!!
mmm so the sedap..then went walk2 at causeway..then go home!!
lol..hmm...that's all i guess!
Sunday, 18 May 2008
{ 7:38 pm }
it was a tiring day..
had rewang seh! my cuzzin wedding!
woohooo..she so preety..lol..
i help out a bit..then firdaus joined me to help out at rewang..
yea.. went home around 5.50pm..me and firdaus only, the rest went back later..
hmm..now at home!
urm yea that all..i guess..lol..

arent we adorable?? lol..

so this is firdaus..bored..i mean who wouldnt the singers sucks..
but got one girl who shocked us all..she was so small but she sang really great uh i tell you!
like a true superstar..she can fucking sing uh..me and firdaus is freaking jelous uh!! lol...but thanx to fir, i got a friend to teman me..lol..
Saturday, 17 May 2008
{ 8:44 pm }
ive been miserably sad this few days..
i miss someone so bad..
that special girl..
we were together for almost a year plus when she just had to leave me like that!
i never wish that could ever happen..
i miss her face, i miss the laghters, arguments, the ups and downs!
:(
i miss everything about her..
why must she leave me like this?
why couldnt she just stay here in singapore with me?
i feel like crying..but i cant..i wasted all my tears back then..
i still remebers the last day we hugged and kissed and say our goodbye..i could never forget that!
although she wrote me letters,send me emails..as months goes by, she doesnt does that often!
:...(
im here just to dedicate this song to her..although its random! but means a lot!
Apa maknanya impian
Datang dan pergi
Membawa hati meyusuri kembali
Jalan-jalan sepi
Kaukah di situ
Yang menantiku
Atau jelmaan
Titik kenangan
Yang bernama pengalaman
c/o
Siapakah Di antara kita
Dengan rela menjadi pendusta
Siapakah dulu
Membina harapan dan siapa
Yang memusnahkan impian
Tanpa sebab dan alasan
Kau mainkan perasaan
Bagai taufan tiba-tiba datang
Dan menghilang....
Kau...bayang-bayang
Masa yang silam
Ada ketika terbawa-bawa
Oleh rasa mimpi yang tak sudah
:/ i miss you! wish you were here to help me settle this things ive been facing recently! you always help me out..where are you now? leaving me cold in this world!
Thursday, 15 May 2008
{ 7:49 pm }
This is the story of a girl
Whose pretty face she hid from the world
And while she looks so sad and lonely there
I absolutely love her
THis is a story of a girl
Who cried a river and drowned the whole world
And when she looks so sad in photogrphs
I absolutely love her
When she smiles!
{ 7:17 pm }
wow!
today got result for english paper and science paper..
so far no fail for paper 1 for both subjects..
just hoping for paper 2 to get better..
my english sucks..wont elaborate about marks..
its just that i cant really study with mr. ho..
he just is'nt the right teacher..i prefer mrs liaw!
i miss her..she so cute..lol..
urm khalisah thought me, firdaus, muhaimin and putri
dance step for our dance performance for teachers day..
we start early so no need last minute..
lol..but we only know some steps only..
lol..then just now hang out with my members and susila members..we dance with them.so fun..
then we play muay thai with haikal..we really hit each other..we fight like real fight..
i think i broke my arm seh when firdaus elbow my arm..then haikal kick my face..
siallah can die..haha..but i manage to win haikal..
whoever falls, loses..and i manage to beat him down..firdaus and me were equally match because of our quickness, tactics and height..lol..so we were like fighting for almost 1/2 an hour..
tired..lol..
well, i thought to sent daffy home today..
lol..but i see she was with luqman they all, so i thought she'll be okey..
lol..well guess she is fine..let her be with them lor.. her happiness is what counts..:)
Wednesday, 14 May 2008
{ 4:10 pm }
YESH! AT LAST EXAMS ARE OVER!
no tension,no stress..
hmm..just now maths,
kinda hard..haha..i thought it was like maths paper 1..hmm..
hmm..nothing much today..boring as usual..hmm..
got so many plans!
got that stupide leadrship camp on 30 may to 1 june!
then go east coast on 4 june with members! gonna be awesome..
celebrate firdaus birthday skali! he so gonna get a birthday bash! haha..
then all the june holidays is rehearsal with khalisah's members for dance! woohoo..
she ask for my help and firdaus to join her group to dance for teacher's day..hmmm..im glad to help..weee..
gtg!
Saturday, 10 May 2008
{ 11:12 pm }
suppose to go out with friends today..
but ended up most of them cant go so i had to stay home..bored
hais..
clean up the house a little..sheesh..nagging oni my two sisters..
nag..nag..nag..ask to do this, ask to do that..irritating!!
they themselves do nothing..boss me and my brother around..sheesh kebab!
haha..i was at home seh all day long..so boring!! ergh!
here is for sherry:
since she expects me to update so much..nah..
haha..me and her are ok..back to usual selves..
im glad that we came true, coz i cant take it not talking to her..feels so lonely..
i hope she's not too lonely after im around...heee..
kla..ill stop here ok sherry?
bye!
Friday, 9 May 2008
{ 6:14 pm }
ive been sick lately and feeling very tired..
i dunnoe..it feels like im having cancer or something..im not lying..
in school last time, i vomit blood..seriously im not kidding..
im dying i think..hais..recently had difficulties waking up, i swear..it feels so different..
i feel weak..very weak..tried hard to cover up in school..last time i play soccer also like that..
i feel so weak..im weak..so weak...
i may die anytime now..i hope soon..
so that no one will feel hurt..no one..
especially that certain someone..may she lead a happy life ahead..
im sorry for all the mistakes ive made..
i dunnoe..its not that i dun want to be it like before..it just that, i dun know how to start..
and ive been really2 sick lately..you might not have notice it in school coz i will never want my
friends to be worried..so i act per normal..im sorry..i really am..i wished i could turn back time..
i really wished..
Wednesday, 7 May 2008
{ 6:57 pm }
today was maths and science!
nailed it on the maths..suck at sci..
i just nailed my maths because i studied yesterday till 4 am..haha..
thats why i know almost of the question only the graph i suck!
just now at school i was damn tired uh..hais..very very tired..
science, wasnt concentrate on it..tikam-tikam babe..i even choose the question sia..hah..like ini-mini-miney-mo..dunnoe how to spell though..but u guys know what i mean..yea..maths think gonna pass..sci, mayb just pass...cheh! haha
just now malay class, malay teacher dun have..was fun..not really..but ok la better than usual..
then went to hirzi house watch "born to fight" awesome violence movie! wohoo..
you have a lot of friends..
in the way i see it..but how come you nid me?
what do i have?
you got that new guy in your life anw..
im sure he can take care of you better than i do..
ill just mess things up again, wouldnt i?
friends..just friends..
???
Tuesday, 6 May 2008
{ 6:27 pm }
i never thought that such girl like you would come into my life..
your preety eyes, your beautiful smile and your personality really makes my heart soften
everything about you is just right for me..
but why recently you've been making me feel sad..
you might not notice this but you are making me sad..
really sad..
i dunnoe..there's something that you do, that makes me feel really2 sad..
sometimes i wonder what i did wrong to make me feel like this..
hais..why do i even bother..you have someone special in your life now..
better someone..he should be able to take care of you..
you dont nid me..
i guess i should be happy since you are happy with that guy..hmm..
{ 6:05 pm }
haha..today was fun..
maths: ive becoming to love maths...i think its because of the problems that i could do..haha..mrs ching has been guiding me through out a day..
science: mrs lo was ok mood..i pass my previous test!! woohoo! got 22/30! haha ok for me la seh!
recess: i didnt eat..i always dont eat at recess..no have the APPETITE!
english: bore! i want Mrs Liaw back!!
history: was fun..watch the world war 2 video! very emotional seh..germany torture jews! bustard!
literature: was scared at first coz didnt do pink carnation project! haha..but was fun when me, haikal and li zhe made jokes..haha..haikal was irritating making unesseccary noise sia..i was irritating with haikal coz making noise also with him..huahuahua.
lizhe was talking about bird and forest if you know what i mean..lol..he comes out giving random question to miss nora.very the funny..then he start this conversation..
lizhe:ma'm, if wear G-STRING is painful right? or something like that la..
i started laughing coz lizhe cant pronounce g-string properly..he pronounce it like g-shringe..so i was laughing my ass off! lol
syafiq:lol..g-shringe??!!
m'am: lol..lol..lol..
everyone: lol..lol..lol
haha..very funny!!!
then after school, play soccer..long time never play soccer! like amatures siak playing soccer just now..! haha
Saturday, 3 May 2008
{ 10:02 pm }
hmm..sorry bout previous comment..
just pist off and upset..
wow, ive been tired lately..helping alot of friends into thier relationship things..
giving them advised and stuff..
well im really good at giving advises and helping them lead a more stable and happy life..
but me myself..i cant even do that..
not talking about friends and all that but love..
hais..been bothering me this past few days..
that's why im pist..im not gonna elaborate any further..
just makes me upset when i think of it..i nid something to clear my mind out of it.
i can just tell you that, she's in love with someone else, hopefully better than me..
i mean must be better than me that's why she chose him..i mean what do i have? lol..hais..
hmm ill find something else to do and try to get this thing off my mind..
{ 3:48 pm }
i am sick and tired to play this game man!
when yall gonna realise that this just aint funny no more?
ive been busting my ass out and you had to come into my fucked up life!
and shatters all my god damn fucking life!
im pissed off man!
i have no explaination to this, this just aint real no more!
get a life..
dun come to me no more!
fuck this shit!
Friday, 2 May 2008
{ 7:53 pm }
exams stinks!
not that it stinks its just that, when the time where you have done your exam and have time left till handing in the paper that is bugging me.. especially when there is more than halve an hour more to wait! just sux..
so today had malay paper..i suck at most of the questions like fill in the blanks with the suitable words that stuff, and peribahasa..hate peribahasa!! so after that went to hirzi house, he bought a new game..sheesh..game je..boring babe..go there teach haikal the tabs for chapter four-avenged sevenfold..he is such an asshole la..very simple he makes it hard! ergh..so after that went to lot one..buy my favourite chocolate milkshake at macdonalds and went home..
so, haiaiaiaiaiaiaiaaiaiaiai..
yea that's it for today..
sorry for this stuff..if its not you, then its not..ok whatever..but whoever is that person who is at my tag,pls reveal yourself..im tired of chasing you off..i really hate this kinda people! just tell me who you are la!ergh! >:(
Thursday, 1 May 2008
{ 6:30 pm }
So, went to hirzi house today..
was hoping to watch LORD OF THE RINGS-the fellowship of the ring..and the other two series..
but ended up watching oni the first one..haikal also joined...so too bad cant watch the other two series....
my family are away to batam except for me and my bro..
hmm..so in the morning went to eat with bro..
thought of watching iron man, but i oni got 50 dollars left to buy concession pass for my e-z link..
and to buy my shoe which my mother through mine away!
hais..so cannot watch liao..
Why do you do me like this?
i know its hard..its never a walk in the park for us..
but you could at least...hais..nvm..
i know you lonely..i want to be there for you..
i always have..but seeing you in school, seems
to me that you have a lot of friends..
i nid to know!