Sunday, 30 March 2008
{ 8:32 pm }
k people! whoever whom concern right now~ im through with this emo shit..
i cant stand getting lies and dissapointed by anyone who is anyone...alright??
i hate thinking that somebody cared for me very much when suddenly that somebody
turns round and took back what has been said!
i dont' want to be in this love triangle anymore..
im through..you go your way, i go mine..
just leave me alone..and everything will just be fine..
for now just let me enjoy my camp
with my trust worthy friends!!!!
-Putri~annoying
-Firdaus~an asshole
-Khalisah~just love to disturb me
-Haikal~a moron
-Hirzi~sick in the ass
-Muhaimin~mumbling bustard
-Faris~Lame Little Crap
although i said this stuff to them..i meant well..this arent curses which you used to swear to others..this is curses which i describe as love curses..cause this is what they are..and i love them for this..so you guys better stay this way...haha....!
camp tomorrow liao...i didnt pack anything..my mum and sis do it for me..
im lazy la seh..hope everything is there in my bag..haha...hais....
so tired..k la..im gonna miss blogging...
for three days...hais...urmurmurmurm...k la...gtg...
ill blog as soon asi get back home in three days time...
byebyebyebyebyebybeybyebyebyebyebyebyebyebyebyebyebyebyebyebyebyebyebybeybeybe
Saturday, 29 March 2008
{ 5:45 pm }
:(
maybe i should let you go..
you have found sumone better..
you should go for it..
i pray for the best for you and whoever you love..
i will never have anything to do with you anymore..
and i will never bother you any longer..
its not that i dun want us to be just friends..
in fact, i would..but i just can't kept loving you whenever you're around me..
i have to let you go..or i'll go insane...
it's better for us this way..
i hope you'll understand..
i'll wish you all the best for everything..
{ 1:24 pm }
MAKE UP YOUR MIND WILL YOU!
{ 12:21 pm }
most people said that love is a great feeling..
i agree..it feels great...
it seems like all the colours seems to be bright,
all things seems simpler,
feels like you are lifted through the air with an angel right by your side,
keeping you company, to share your felings with...
you just feel great...
But whats the use of loving sumone when the other party doesnt love you back?
what the use when you express your love to her, she rejected your love?
Why you tried so hard to let her know you are always have been there for her when she thought you dont?
Why do you spent your time with her thinking that she has some special feelings for you when she dont??
WHY DOES SHE MAKES ME FEEL SO?
It Just Comes In Dissapointment doesnt it??
Friday, 28 March 2008
{ 8:24 pm }
this is for you! you know who you are!
"girl in your eyes, i see your fire burns..all your secrets i will learn..even if it takes forever...with you by my side..i can do anything..i don't care what tomorrow brings...as long as we're together..my heart is telling me that you could be my meant to be..i know it more each time we touch..something happens when you look at me i forget to speak..something happens when you kissed my mouth..my knees get so weak..could it be true this is what god has meant for me coz baby i can't believe..something like you could happen to me...you must be heaven sent i swear!"
I LOVE YOU!
although u dunt..:(
Thursday, 27 March 2008
{ 6:02 pm }
Latecomers! ive become one of the latecomers..haha..i wake up late
and i reach school around 7.55 like that..haha..then when i got to class, putri said she was fed-up thinking that i wasnt coming to school.. haha... she oso said she hate me if i dun come to school..
like real oni! haha..confident siak...okok..
lessons was ok..urm, maths i understand, finally..haha..
putri was annoying...haha...serious, she always want to look at my work oni..
haha...no la jk...jgn marah qis! heee..:P..kk..
then khalisah was moody because of family problem, i dun think i shud get involve,
but i want to..haha...sebok je aku nie..
but like always, we cheered her up..by noon like that, she was her usual self..
because of the power of our jokes! haha...urm then,went for assembly..
mr kong took the assembly..he was funny uh..
then the topic was about smoking, and i know some of the sec 2's smoke..haha
no nid to hide liao..huahuahua..i dun smoke...alright! ok!
then he showed pictures from our sec one camp...memories flew by my head sia..
so fun...and i hope it is this year..
BUT I DUN KNOW IF I AM GOING TO CAMP OR NOT! :(
putri wants me to go! she even beg me sia..we even fought at class about this camp thing..
but in the funny way uh..haha..ill see how it goes yaw!
Wednesday, 26 March 2008
{ 10:23 pm }
i love you!
but do you?
i really wished that i could turn back time and start all over again.
is this fate? oh god! i want us to be together, but, im not that sure..
i really dun know..
im scared
im scared to get hurt again!
scared to loved sumone again!
but u, make me love again..
but everytime i thought everything seems fine, it start to get bad again..
and i'll kept thinking whether i trust this thing called "love" again..
it never existed in my dictionary since........hais.........
but then again i really love you! ALOT!
i can't stop thinking or even looking at you even u make me feel so bad or angry~ tell me why!?
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Sunday, 23 March 2008
{ 9:51 pm }
kk..today really sian uh! tired like one big f***! got rewang sia at Teman Warisan! actually i volunteer to help only..munawwar ask me to help..so i help lor..Dapat duit..ill do anything to get cash and help my father out! hahah..okok..wake up around and go meet the rest around 8.30..move out after everyone was there..when we were there, the place is damn huge uh..like castle..haha..kk me,hisyam,fauzi,hafiz and another guy...help to carry out stuff in front and clean up the place in front..our job was to see whatever is finish or is left little,we have to take it out and put it there..it was a tiring day uh!!!! but in the end got money what!! my back hurts like one big ass uh!! erghhhh!! tomoro skuel sumore!!! f*** siol! pain uh my back...tomoro sure die, because i havent do maths homework and other hmwk! urgh!! pain sia my back!!!HELP!!!
Saturday, 22 March 2008
{ 2:26 pm }
There's a thousand words that I could say
To make you come home
Oh, seems so long ago you walked away
Left me alone
I remember what you said to me
You were acting so strange and maybe
I was too blind to see
That you needed a change
Was it something I said
To make you turn away?
To make you walk out and leave me cold
If I could just find a way
To make it so that you were right here
But right now..I've been sitting here
Can't get you off my mind
I've tried my best to be a man and be strong
I've drove myself insane
Wishing I could touch your face
But the truth remains..
You're gone..You're gone..Baby you're gone
Girl you're gone, baby girl, you're gone..You're gone..You're...
I don't wanna make excuses, baby
Won't change the fact that you're gone
But if there's something that I could do
Won't you please let me know?
Time is passing so slowly now
Guess that's my life without you
and maybe I could change my every day
But baby I don't want to So I'll just hang aroundand find some things to do
To take my mind off missing you
and I know in my heart
You can't say that you don't love me too
Please say you doYeeaah....I've been sitting hereCan't get you off my mind
I've tried my best to be a man and be strong
I Drove myself insane
Wishing I could touch your face
But the truth remains
You're gone..You're gone..You're gone
You're gone...you're gone.. you're....Gone
Ohhh...Oh what'll I do
If I can't be with you
Tell me where will I turn to
Baby where will I be
Now that we are apart
Am I still in your heart?
Baby why don't you see?
That I need you here with me
Oohhh...I've been sitting here
Can't get you off my mind
I've tried my best to be a man and be strong
I've drove myself insane
Wishing I could touch your face
But the truth remains
Been sitting here
Can't get you off my mind
I've tried my best to be a man and be strong
I drove myself insane
Wishing I could touch your face
But the truth remains
You're gone..You're gone..You're goneYou're gone
GoneYou're gone..
But the truth remains You're....
Thursday, 20 March 2008
{ 7:42 pm }
today was the last day of school..it was quite fun, haha..
epecially PC...we played with balloons and all..haha.it was damn fun uh...
K, urm mayb that the only fun part i guess..ahaha
the bad part is at soccer, we lost against juying sec..1-0!
fark siul..we cannot play oready liaw..all weak!
at least for me,haikal, firdaus, li zhe and shi poh uh..
coz we had 2.4km run yesterday for p.e and we were like freaking tired uh!
our muscles all aching uh! cannot tahan liao..and i pull my hemstring..again...pain sia!
cannot sit..can la,but slowly uh..puff!! Damn damn damn!
now what matters is, what does she meant and is it true,every word she say?
Wednesday, 19 March 2008
{ 6:04 pm }
ook..check this out! That teacher didnt come to school..oh thank heavens! haha.i needed some rest anw! haha.. okok..then after school,(school was like usual) gotmas reading, then got cca, well at least for some, soccer don have training coz raining..hahhaa...but tomoro tournament..hais..like lazy uh..but have to do what we have to do! and im the captain..so must show good examples to others mah..haha.."cam paham!" i know u guys who read this will say this..so save your mouth-watering to some other ass-holeses..haha...okok..im bored...bye!
What happen to us? i want it to be as it was! at least..:(
Tuesday, 18 March 2008
{ 9:19 pm }
today, didnt go to school, was seriously having hot fever! ouhk, then then stayed at home! do nothing but watch tv for awhile, play laptop after that..keep doing that for the whole day till 4 o-clock like that, i stick to the laptop because was helping/teaching daffy to recognised the use of blogging...ok after that, went to my nenek house because all my family was there, urm then, around 7-45 get back home..now im doing nothing but blogging..hahah...Tragedy! 1-my cuzzin broke his right arm when he play with his friends in school ! take care little cuzz!!2-My other cuzzin wanted to quit school...?? and she is only 12!! psle is like this year! and im so gonna to find her ex-bf! who brainwashed her head! his ass is so gonna get whooped by me!!!
Monday, 17 March 2008
{ 10:07 pm }
ok, first of all i have a bloody flu! my worst bloody enemy! then i started to have headaches at school..i couldnt concentrate at my maths..well in english i felt a bit ok but when at maths i started to feel like vomiting! ok so i mess up in maths class, ok after that MT! wah seh! dun know what to say already sia! i step into class can feel like sumthing just could go wrong! k then, the teacher scold3 blah3... then went to eat for lunch..but actually i wasnt hungry, i just want to eat..haha..ok, then went to computer lab do my malay blog! like WTF! who in the hell does malay blogs?? well we do! hais..too bad for us! ok..then after that met hirzi and firdaus and li zhe at lizhe's block, play a bit of soccer till 4.30..although i am sick, i still can play, but i run stop,run stop..haha..k then, went to lot 1, jalan2, then go home..then at home, i vomit BLOOD!! there wasnt much blood but i can see some coming out..OMG! so scary..too be honest, i felt like crying! haha..k fine, dun read that! huahuahua okok...then now, chatting friendstering, and learning the chords for the song - "dulu dan selamanya" cool song la ei! see at youtube oso can..kk...maybe tomorrow i wont be coming to school uh..coz im still dizzy from all this shit! hhaha..Putri hate me because i wont be coming tomoro?? haha..righttttttttt..huahuahua..She wont hate me..hahaha..confident nmpk confident nmpk!hahaha
Saturday, 15 March 2008
{ 7:11 pm }
HAPPY BIRTHDAY HIRZI!!
TODAY WAS AWESOME..WENT HIRZI HOUSE FOR A PARTY.WENT THERE,MET HAIKAL AND FARIZ AT HIS BLOCK, WE THEN WAIT FOR KHALISAH.
AFTER WE FIND HER, WENT TO HIRZI HOUSE..SALAM2 BLAH3.THEN SHERILYN CAME THEN FIRDAUS..THEN WHEN GOT THERE,SAW HIRZI'S PRI SCHOOL FRIENDS..SOME I KNEW, URM LIKE, HAIKEL,AFIQ AND SHARIZ..GOT ONE MORE BUT I FORGOT..HAHA..K THEN AFTER WE ATE AND ALL, ME AND MEMBERS GO DOWN TO BUY TEPUNG..FOR A BIRTHDAY BASH! AHA..CALL HIRZI DOWN THEN THROW POWDER AT HIM..HAHA..HE WAS ALL WHITE..SOME OF US ALSO GET THE TEPUNG..ME TOO SIA..FIRDAUS THROW IT ON MY RIGHT EAR..BUSTARD HE! HAHA..THEN WE TOOK PICTURES WITH ALL THE POWDER ON OUR FACE AND SHIRTS..HAHA...LIKE SOME WHITE APE! HAHA..THEN WENT UP GET CLEANED. THEN THE BIRTHDAY CAKE CAME AND WE SANG FOR HIRZI..THEN ATE THE CAKE! MMMM..SO YUMMY..THEN ME AND HIRZI PLAYED SOME SONGS WITH THE GUITAR! YAY I KNOE SOME KNEW SONGS!! WOOOHOOOO!! HAHAH..THEN WE GO DOWN, HAIKAL AND KHALISAH DO SHUFFLE..LIKE ALWAYS..SO MANY TIMES THEY DO,I GET SICK OF SEEING THEM DO IT..I FOUND IT BORING RIGHT NOW..HAHA...BUT WHAT THE HECK..BUDAK-BUDAK ZAMAN SKRG..MUST GO WITH THE FLOW UH! HAHAH..K..THEN LEPAK2 JAP..HIRZI AND HIS PRI SCHOOL FRIENDS PLAYED BLOCK CATCHING..PFFT...HAHA..OK WEIRD I KNOW..HAHA..NO OFFENCE DOGG! OK THEN WENT TO LOT ONE..JALAN2 PLAY ARCADE..THEN WENT HOME..NOW IM TRYING TO FINISH UP MY HOMEWORK..AND ALL OF IT! HUAHUAHUA!
Thursday, 13 March 2008
{ 10:40 pm }
Today was ok uh..
went to nenek house since morning around 7 am to help her carry groceries..then after that stayed at her house,play xbox...then around 4 my cuzzins came and my uncle brought us to see movie-The Chronicles Of Spiderwick! It was awesome!! i thought it would be bloody boring uh but it was totally awesome! so much suspence and scary!! wohhoo...the ogre Is really UGLY!!! hahaha....but before watching the movie we went to eat at swensen's! ok la..the food not bad but the ice-cream is good!! hahahaha...k then..went back around 9...urm then go home..hmmm...
I miss you,i wish u were here right now and i need u badly! :..(
Wednesday, 12 March 2008
{ 9:57 pm }
sebenarnya aku dah tahu yg perkara sebegini akan berlaku
aku tk salahkanmu tentang apa yg telah berlaku
kerana ku tahu aku tidak sempurnah bagimu
ku paham,ku ngerti..
aku tk akan menganggumu lagi dalam cinta ini lagi..
ku harap kau dpt lelaki yg lebih baik dan sempurna bagimu
dan hanya kupinta dari mu ialah, berbahagia dalam dirimu..
:/
{ 8:10 pm }
k today was raining like hell!!
haha..kk parents meeting at four..but before that,went to hirzi house to learn the chords for CHAPTER FOUR!!! woohooo at last i get it! thx hirzi!!! huahuahua...ok after that mummy at polyclinic..went to school...found mdm fazila..talk2 about my results and behaviour..blah3!!
k my result was good..at least most of them...i got 1 for my maths and history!!wooooo how cool is that!! first time got 1 for maths!!! weeee...kk..after that..i wait for daffy at canteen for an hour...woooohooo mendak babe! then after meet her, she got to go have dinner..so i went home..i play rain sekali uh..i walk home..and its raining heavily uh!! hais.............
Tuesday, 11 March 2008
{ 7:40 pm }
I don't know how,I don't know why
But girl it seems,You've touched my life
You're in my dreams,You're in my heart
I'm not myself ,When we're apart
Something strange has come over me,A raging wind across my seas
And girl you know that your eyes are to blame,And what am I supposed to do
If I can't get over you
I come to find that you don't feel the same
girl, im falling
im falling for you,and i pray your fallin to0
girl im fallin
ever since the moment i laid eyes on you
i lose my step,i lose my ground
i lose myself when you're around
im holding on for my life
to keep from drowning in your eyes
girl what have you done to me to make me fall so desperately
to think that i dun even know your name
how am i suppose to live,if i cant get over this
you decide that u dun feel the same..
Monday, 10 March 2008
{ 5:22 pm }
Perlukah aku bercinta.
andai hidup berteman air mata.
biarkan saja aku bersendiri.
usah kau memandang wajahku lagi
{ 4:20 pm }
Can i trust Love again?
love has lied to me several times!
am i gonna trust it again?
am i gonna be able to make her happy?
Oh god!
i wish i could trust love again and be able to love someone~
but i dunnoe! im confused~
and there's another guy who love her too!~
and it her friend whom she new since she joined this school.
i dunnoe if she's ready or heck,if im ready!
oh god..its hard! why must she come into my life so early??
she tenders my heart, she pure's my sense,she relax my mind!
oh god help!
am i doing a right choice?
and she looks exactly like,someone i loved before!
but she left without giving me a good reason!
she left me far away! and now a new girl came into my life..i dunnoe if she gonna left me next and crushes my whole heart!
"
am i ready to love you?"
Sunday, 9 March 2008
{ 7:11 pm }
k, outing with daffy was fun!!! woohhooo!! let have another outing aight?!! but wait till i have money uh..hee!! today met her around 1.45pm which i thought was 12.45pm hahah..i rush like hell uh..haha..then it was at 1.45pm..haha sorry people whom i contacted..weee..i owe u guys..
k then went jurong point by taxi, daffy is loaded uh!! haha..then watch 10,000BC!! it was fun!! then daffy cried at the end of the story coz the heroin died but then suddenly live..haha..daffy cry so cute!! haha...k so after that when around IMM..walk2 talk2...then went to BPP by taxi again..she want to, so i pay uh, i dun like when people pay sumthing for me,especially girls..its so embarrassing..haha..then..walk2...urm..then around 5.30pm went back home..i antar her at fajar there..then she went off..then i went to lot one..then played arcade for awhile..TENANGKAN FIKIRAN!!! haha..nothing to do with you daffy! i just needed some time to get over some issues..haha..the outing with you rocks!!!! haha...
k la...oh and daffy owe me a song!!
heee...bye2 tata dada!
Saturday, 8 March 2008
{ 12:31 pm }
I kept wondering how on earth do i get to know this girl
she really has open my heart, deep inside my heart
i never thought i met such girl
i never thought how she could lift me up when im down
i never thought, she could be the one i loved
i really never thought of that...
her beautiful smile, her preety eyes!
when she speaks, i started to mumble about things that i dun understand
when she smile, my heart started to melt
when she stares, my eyes cant get over her
when she is near me, my body shakes..
i kept wondering if we could be together!
which i think we wouldnt! :(
Thursday, 6 March 2008
{ 7:16 pm }
ok! we won against yuan ching secondary school 2-0! woohoo!!
Goalscorers=haikal and amin!
haha..good work guys..i didnt score today coz i want to give them chance uh...;pp hahaha...
haha..anyways, i tore my left leg muscle..oh gos its hurt..but i can tahan..
now im talking to sherry! bye2!
Wednesday, 5 March 2008
{ 7:54 pm }
Weeee~
ok,this morning had sportsday! weeeee!!! haha..yellow house so rules! well at least for the sec two! the rest of the levels has no good yelow house runners! hais..only us sia! hais..okok..in the morning go to cck stadium with sherry! meet her at interchange..but then accidentally met firman..
sebok je! heee.. tk la jkjk.. k after that..walk from interchange to cck stadium..but then actually have to meet putri,but i forgot her block no. like wth..haha..k so i just continue to cck stadium..then meet amin and danish and some people..haha..then wait for the rest of my crew to come..hmm...then sportsday start yaw! wohooo...the end of the sports meet, blue house won first,congrates, followed by purple, YELLOW! and red! heee..urm my team won 2nd in 4x100! (CRYING,all my fault, sorry guys!) but won 1st place in 10x200! we so owned the rest of houses uh coz we left them so far behind!!!!!!! wooohoooo!!!! hahah....k everyone was happy then go jalan2 with gang after sports meet! and went home after that...oh and putri, sorry we did not let u run, its not that we dun want, it just that, last minute thing liaw...and i we dun blame u, we blame ee ching for not telling us that she is running..sorry to make the event a miserable one for u! we really are sorry!! tk fun uh u sad sad! kkkkk??
Saturday, 1 March 2008
{ 10:58 pm }
ok today was so weird! i mean seriously..
ok i tell u what happened..
k around 6, we went to lau pa sat (i think the name is) around raffles place.. we went to eat there..me and my family btw... k first when we reach there, we were loking for the place..we walk around like monkeys..k after that when we found that place, suddenly some waitresses,around 2-3 of them came to us, and ask us to sit inside the stall, or something..so we were like, ok?? so my dad, took a sit somewhere near a malay stall, but then my sis want to eat satay outside..there some stalls selling satay outside,so we go uh..we change our seat.. then more waitresses were like came rushing to us and ask us to sit to some tables..they were like taunting us to sit down..we were like confused on to which one to sit to....i was like at the back,like some dumbass, sitting at one place to the other..i was embarrased actually coz people were like looking at us..then some abg2 came to us and offer seats, it was frustrating and disturbing uh! such dunmfucks! im so gonna complain to....urm....to.... whoever owns that land! hmph! we were certainly not enjoying there uh..we ate, but not enjoying..my sis especially, she only ate kerang..ahaha..then lapar sendiri...stupid noobeh!haha k that was the bad part and the weirdest outing ever!
but the good thing is that my sister bought me a birthday present!!!although my bday was like weeks ago..haha..she bought me a shoe!!! ripcurl! it so nice!! thnx sis! love you!!!
haha..that the only good thing..
k bye2
saranghaeyo!
(i love you)
hahaha..i learn this from sherry's friendster! hahah...
